Cow... Moo...

long long ago Quek!

2009-06-20T00:58:00.000-07:00

Obviously its been a long time since i blog. haha. blame it on my lazy body! its not my fault! Xd

Anyway. LTC has finished. it was tortour! but then to me ah. as long as there is friends or company with me, even hell can be fun.

So of course, IT WAS FUN! :D

Learnt to communicate with my fellow 5th council so much more. we are truly more bonded. I dare say that without the LTC, we would not have been bonded like today.

So... Next year! WE are going to make it hell for the 6th councilors also! :D:D:D:D

anyway.... i did pumping position until my right hand de fourth finger's nerve has numbed. now as long as i press my hand down, i cannot move my fourth finger and it will hurt. need to see doctor liao

And my hand's skin also all sheding. damn disgusting la

Anyway... That day thursday went to KBOX with cousins! woohoo! get to shoot super high singing! hahaha. i tink i reached Leona Lewis's highest note! XD. so proud of myself hahahhaa

Oh! i really need to start studying already. omg! Econs! History! Geo! i tink i giving up on maths. hahahhaa

I shall show u a picture that i took with the maths HOD! OMG! hot right? XD

gatherings!

2009-06-14T09:01:00.000-07:00

Yup

2009-05-12T08:20:00.000-07:00

Today quite happy. haha. Talked to ALE alot. he seems to be everywhere and his reason is that i am a bass... like ?! hahaha. it has become so comfortable to talk to him that even the MRT trip is not enough. maybe its just me la. but then like we become quite good friend le. quite happy abt it cause he is very nice! hahah.

i realised i very easy content. got people nice to me i happy le. hahaha.

anyway Ale told me this theory

"If they tink u are nice and u are nice to them, u are regarded as a good friend"

"If they dislike you and you are nice to them, they will regard u as a boot licker and trying to get on their good side"

I think thats why a lot of people don't like me. so i shall only be nice to people who tink that i am nice! ROAR

Today got scodled for GEO but overall it was a fun day. teasing nicholas, sharing troubles with ALE, talked with Tanisha, laughed with Kok Siang, understood Preshant and many many more people. Wooos! life is great! :D

tkae care people :D

Grown?

2009-05-07T09:59:00.000-07:00

Its been 5 months into Jc life already. New best friends, New friends, New Subjects, New Grades, New CCA. Busy life but living to the fullest of my time.

However, i realised that i still have not changed. that weak me inside. the one that needs company. the one that needs supports. the one that breaks down...

i guess some things just dun change huh

bringing sexy back! YEAH

2009-04-13T08:11:00.000-07:00

So long since i blogged le. recently sick+ the constant homework load + tests! omg! die sia!

well i am still sick with throat infection and cough. very irritating one ROAR

Good friday went to cineleisure and had Choir reunion dinner with Liyu, Sk, Toni, Fin, Yunxuan. Purposely put yunxuan as the last one if not no more space. hahaha! kidding la kidding la. i noe she can take jokes XD

Went to shokudo to eat. i kinda dumb la. throat infection and i ate soft shell crab pasta. XD.

eh.. but i good boy okays! i gave 1 for them to spilt! see i so nice :D

Wanted to watch a movie but thne the people were like !#@!@#!@#!@#!@#!@#!@#!@#!@#!@#!@#!@#!@#####################################################. you get my point. haha. how can Singapore be so small and have so much people.gosh!

but i watched the trailer of HAPPY FLIGHT. Damn funny one! i stand at the tv there and laughed like mad XD

ITs like the plane going to crash then the pilot "At times like this... try laughing" *Laughs*

the other pilot was like... trying very very hard to smile. like those forced type of smile. hahaha.

now i sound dumb. -.-

Anyway! we gosshiped and talk at shukudo from 7 to 8+++ i tink. but the people never chase us away. hahaha .then we went to yunxuan's house cause no where else to go.

go to her house and continue chatting. cam whore. i recently like cam whore lei. XD

then do retarded stuff like rolling on the floor acting like i am a caterpie. XD

then hor! i saw JESONAO you noe!!! i was so shocked. haha. lucky he never see me rolling. XD

Sunday just spent dotaing away and HOMEWORK as usual....

today got scolded in maths, as usual.

then nothing much la.

kinda disappointed in my project work teacher today. he said that our work was SHIT. then say that the school not providing lecture cause our standard really downgrade.

he is the teacher that taught us for 3 weeks and we realised that its all useless... then now he like that say us... CHANGE TEACHER PLEASE! ROAR!

i love my chinese teacher! so forgiving! so i am going to finish all my chinese Homework by tmr! YAY! :D

nothing much happen liao la. i go do geo then slp le. nite :D

Loser...

2009-04-01T06:55:00.000-07:00

I'm such a loser today.

Saw mr A sitting alone during chinese lecture. then out of good deed i asked whethher i can sit beside him. then he give me the WHATEVER look.

Then i just go to sit with my other friends. so asshole lol. dun even appreciate my good efforts

Then during chinese tutorial, i asked whether he was feeling alright cause he looked very emo.

then he replied "I not feeling okays cause u are talking to me"

such a jerk la! thne i gave him 2 chances and be nice to him. somemore PW i stuck with him lei. like wth!

Hate it lol. i nice to him thne he so mean to me. whats wrong sia?

i noe i am such a loser. like so downgrade myself to be nice to jerks. haizzz. so sadden and frustrated! ROAR

I'm been stabbed...

2009-03-31T02:30:00.000-07:00

Out of everyone that i trusted... the least i expected was you to actually betray me... Out of the old world, the only person that i will never expect to betray me was also you. its been such a long time.

Now my brain suspects people that i feel even guilty of suspecting. Whether they will betray me. whether they will say it out. I'm so sorry.

but i dunno who to trust already.

maybe i have always been the joke of the day. people who close to me, laugh at me behind my back and i didn't even noe.

Maybe everyone knows, its just me that is kept in the dark.

maybe everyone is in this together...

I dunno what to do..

I Will Be

2009-03-30T08:45:00.001-07:00

Hey... cheer up kays? sometimes lifes will of course face things that u are tired of. things that you dun want to bear the responsiblitiy anymore. Things that u hate doing... but out of all these, there are also nice things, nice people...

no matter what, life have to go on. so take a sleep now and start cheerful tmr again! I love the cheerful you. Good nite :D

Blogging from School!

2009-03-27T17:27:00.000-07:00

YAY! my first blog post which i'm posting from Innova! haha. so fun! anyway now at choir camp la. later got to perform with the mic. omg! i singing Ai De Jiu Shi Ni by Wang Lee Hong. And its the solo! haha. got mostly easy parts but got hard parts also la. obviously! XD

Lets blog about the camp. haha. it started with a very low note. cause the people was like very Lethargic. want to slp want to slp like that. some more its like 3.30pm in the afternoon lei! then no choice la. of couse it was up to me to cheer them up!

And of course, i was successful! hahaha. at least those that didn't stay over had a fun time. haha. i'm so proud of myself :D

Yesterday during history my history lecturer asked me a question and i got it correctly. haha. then i was very excited so i was grinding and getting all hyper. hahaha. then the lecturer was like

"Look at Xiuxian, he is so proud of himself, haha" then she keep laughing. ROAR

Well then at the camp we watched stars, walked the track 2 times, cycle around the tracks 2 times, and cam whore for like half an hour. hahaha. I make a lousy O in CHOIR hahaha.

today woke up at 6.45. i'm so irritated. cause like always 6.45 like that wake up thne its like ur natural alarm clock already. thne its like will naturally wake up one. so irritating! ROAR!

Well gonna have a great day today! going to sing at the hall later with Mic YAY! YOOHOOS! haha. i'm acting like Jason. XD. influenced liao hahhaa.

well gotta go :D

Its just me la.

2009-03-25T08:06:00.000-07:00

I tink its just me la. the problem lies with me. maybe i expect too much... maybe its my attitude problem... Or maybe its like what dave said.

Maybe my faith ran out. maybe i met nicer people. maybe i always the trouble maker. maybe i am always the evil one. maybe problems has always been there but not solved. maybe i'm a jerk. maybe i suck. maybe i'm just such a bitch. maybe i'm just tired.

Well so many maybe. i'll just let nature take its course bah.

I hate forcing people. specially when we are friends......

give me a break...

Like URGH!

2009-03-24T07:55:00.000-07:00

homework is like a super big tiger. keep chasing u. no matter how many times you kill it, it will never go extinct! haha. ROAR

Today was boring. kana scodled like mad for GEO. haha. guessed i slack too much during the holidays. XD

And very sleepy! ROAR! i go kill "Tigers" liao -.-

BORED! MAJOR!

2009-03-22T01:22:00.000-07:00

well i am super bored with Homework! so i decided to play with my webcam. haha. WARNING! UGLY PICTURES BELOW!!!!!!! :@

Happiness

Angry!

Sad...

Happy! hahaha.

hahaha! i realised that i am gifted in making stupid faces haha. so dumb. ok! my "Five" minutes break is ending! bye!

Took A Quiz! :D

2009-03-21T08:49:00.000-07:00

Well i took a quiz and this is the results!!!

Loves to joke. Attractive. Suave and caring. Brave and fearless.Firm and has leadership qualities. Knows how to console others. Too generous and egoistic. Takes high pride of oneself. Thirsty for praises. Extraordinary spirit. Easily angered. Angry when provoked. Easily jealous. Observant. Careful and cautious. Thinks quickly. Independent thoughts. Loves to lead and to be led. Loves to dream. Talented in the arts, music and defense. Sensitive but not petty. Poor resistance against illnesses. Learns to relax. Hasty and trusty. Romantic. Loving and caring. Loves to make friends .

I tink very true lei. specially the EASILY JEALOUS part haha. Tag whether you tink this result is true or fake! haha

Well i going to choing my homework le! bye! :D

How can a Lazy Person like me ever survives?!

2009-03-20T09:49:00.000-07:00

haha. I realised that i am so lazy! i wanted to change my blogskin jsut now. but there was just something wrong. then i just ignored it and let my blog remain this way haha. I shall change the song. provided that i can find it la.

Anyway recently quite busy but i slack also . got all the council meetings plus Pre U Sem.

Shall start with council camp then. It was better than i expected. i expected that a super torturous camp will be carried out cause one the senior keep telling me

"Eh Xiuxian. Good luck for your council camp ah.."

but overall it was veyr fun! omg. cannot beleived that it was so fun! well in the camp we cheered, played games and of course, as usual, i found a new nice nice friend. haha. she is crazy like me! her name is Serene. Of course got many others la but this girl's personality clicks the most with mine. YAY!

Well i started in the camp by designing T-shirts. well u noe my drawing is like -.- haha. so i leave the drawing to the people la. SKIP!

Then went to eat lunch and did the MAKAN cheer. i tink my table one did the loudest haha. so fun! HUNGRY HUNGRY, VERY VERY, HUNRGRY VERY, VERY HUNGRY!

i been bugging my sister with that cheer everytime i am hungry haha. now she gives up rejecting me and joins in! hahah!

Then went to play captain's ball with the seniors but we lost... like majorly with the score of 20 VS 43. hahaha. kana thrash sia. but we will beat them one day! ROAR! 5th council!

then went to play water game! haha. we suppose to like transport water by pouring from a HUGE bucket to a small cup and vice versa. haha. then play play play. i realised that my pants vyer dry cause i holding bucket and recieving from a small cup

However, the person behind me is like the whole pants wet liao. haha. then i keep laughing but got apologise also la.

The person called zhiJian. Got NPCC face de. haha. then i realised that he is from NPCC! haha. see i so clever!!! :D:D:D:D

Then got this guy called EDDIE. also from NPCC de. he very nice also. then he sae that i look like i'm from NPCC. haha.

i started to imagine me inside NPCC in AMKSS. haha. i confirm will explode the whole team la. haha!

then i forgot le. haha. oh! then we play the blindfolded games. we were jsut suppose to play games from 5-8 blindfolded. quite fun lei! i like it! :D:D

then got this guy very nice to me.. but shall not elaborate. haha SECRET!

thats the end of the council camp la. haha. my post veyr disorganised right. Dun care la. haha

Then got PRE U SEM. my idea kana rejected.... so sad right? then now got new idea liao. working on it. i tink it will be very fun also. though stressful. the teachers expects a lot from the students.

and i also see how the elites work. they work in such details ah. u will be shocked sia. like for example, i ask u to give me ideas on where to go for a whole school outing

then narutally u will just go "East Coast Park" but then ah... the elites are the ones that will go home, research on East Coast Park, see how much the cost is to organise there, what sponsors we need, whose permission we need, how to get there, cost of transport.

then after they done all these ah. then they will hand in a 5 page long proposal to go east coast park. LIKE WOW! haha.

well tired le. blog tmr bah. Good nite :D

Courage Or Despo?

2009-03-11T07:59:00.000-07:00

Well its veyr late in the night. now its like 11pm. haha. quite tired and tmr have to report to school for council thing at 7am! omg... normally i reach school at 7am lei. somemore its because the student council is going to do a special programme during PRE U SEM. thne they need to brief everyone...

I am already a participant in PRE U SEM so i cnanot take part with the Student Council...... but the teacher still ask me to go jsut to let me know what the council is doing... so... tmr must wake up at 5.30! haizz...

i veyr tired now.. but got the sudden urge to blog.. haha. cause i saw this phrase from the television...

"Gather the courage to pursue your happiness and happiness shall be yours..."

then i was thinking... if u are very couragous abt your happiness... will people call u brave or call u a DESPO? or even a freak?

So i am now currently imagine if i really had the courage to believe in myself and pursue my happiness.... will the situation now onli turns worse or will it turn for the better? will i be called a brave one or a despo guy?

Isn't that a interesting question? haha

Well shall blog abt my best best BIMBO friend... TANISHA... well she changed class into 0926B becos of some family matters... aw man. its kinda sad cause like i finally finally found one very nice nice nice nice and damn suitable friend for me in JC.... then she changed class..

But actually i rather she changed class la. cause it will be easier for her and it will also make her studies better. So as the TV always says "If you love somebody... you gotten let her go"

Last time i dun really understand and think that that phrase is so stupid and not possible... now i noe what it means la. so hereby i wish her to be happy!

i'm looking forward to this weekend whereby i will get my new laptop! WEE! will be going to the IT show to get it. hope i can find a good one. and will not be dumb dumb buying one.

welll i shall blog again when i use my new laptop bah. haha.

Am i really despo? :(

Day of The Days!

2009-03-01T07:23:00.002-08:00

well obviously things didn't go well today. Woke up quite happily and disturbed my cousin Matthew. haha. Cause i thought it will be a fun day out today.

Then i recieved a msg that the whole thing was canceled by the person who said that today go out. but since he apologised then i shall forgive him bah. since we are good friends anyway.

then i went to Hanim's house to do project work with ASH. it went quite smoothly and everything was very nice. but then the boredom was there. the urge to go out, the urge to go out and be crazy, the urge to scream and the urge to shop. AHHHH!!

so i called MR Indecisive to go out with me. And obviously someone was trying to reject me with the excuse of "You got lots of tutorial". I was even more pissed cause Mr Indecisive was kinda getting on my nerves... I mean whats wrong with going out with me?

I pushed every project's meeting and homework to some other time to save this time for people who i tink i need to go out with. But then turns out that everyone just dun want to go out and i made the sacrifice for nothing at all...

its not quite a big deal la. but it shows a certain something. So i'm quite disappointed. but i am sure i will get over it.

Now lets tok abt my current class! 0932A.

ITs a very fun class! with people very united. I have like 2 best friends now, Tanisha and Kok Siang.

Then got a very good Brother called Zul who is very cute and nice. haha.

well all of them are veyr nice la. shall take a picture and show u all next time. weell i got to go finsih my homework. bye bye

Innova JC

2009-02-20T20:09:00.000-08:00

Well its been qutie a while since i updated. haha. busy la. starting of school onli then got 3 projects already which requires lots and lots of research. like MY GOD...

School is quite fun. but damn stress. the homework load a lot sia. maybe its becos i haven adapt to it yet. its damn different from secondary school life la. but i would sae that its very enriching la. there will not be a time where u just tink "Sian... i have nothing to do... what should i do?" cause there is always something to do!

However! there is a bright side to school also! there are nice friends. my class one all quite nice la. and of course, i will have my own BIMBO friends! haha. Actually onli got 1 la. she is called Tanisha. very nice person and crazy like me also haha. but i tink not yet my standard. i tink i far more crazy than her. haha. but she is very nice.

Then got this guy who acts like Yong Bang and he is in NPCC also. Some more also chairperson of NPCC last time in his secondary school. His name is Kok Siang. But he more fun than Yong Bang la. Yong Bang so boring one. Kok siang will sometimes "I tink i am cuter" hahaha. he damn funny one. :D

Hmmm. actually nothing much la. I finished my work already! yay! thats 800 bucks in my pocket MUAHAHAHA! and i dun need so stress already. YAY!

oh and my school de pe ah... kinda evil. every time pe must do 36 pull up then if u cannot can ask friend to assist but still must do. then every pe must do 36 push up and sit up and 2.4 running.

And you noe i not very psycially good de ma. so now experiencing muscles aches... haizz. then worse ah! got this malay guy ah.. he same class as me then when he see me then he sae "Eh Xx you very not fit lei. serious case"

Then i... :(:(:(..... sadden sia. haha. but i dun mind. i shall forgive and forget XD

Blog till here bah. Go eat my salmon XD

Bad Day!

2009-02-11T03:19:00.000-08:00

Bad day at school today. damn it damn it!

Firstly, geo was ok la. but no one sit with me. so i emo alone la. haha. but it was alright... i listened throughout the lesson and it was fine...

Then i had... maths... which was another UH HUH?!?! I dunno lei. haha. but at least i did my homework and got it correct! haha. so proud. special thanks to vanessa for coaching me...

yeah.

Hmmm then got break.. then got CIVICS i tink that is the most fun one. cause i got lots of friends there! :D

Then just play game and veyr fast over le.... then went for some Genetic Process Session de period. damn bored. haha. my friend just did the whole maths homework in that lecture... damn... i should had done that too. haha.

Then went to lunch and blah blah blah. then got this guy, i shall name him Y.

he is the same type as me de. those hyperactive then go around HI HI people de. haha. so i see he same kind thne kinda interested to be friends... cause my school ah... all so decent one. dun have crazy ppl de.. i very long never crazy le. haha

then agnes ask him over to sit cause Y knows agnes... then i just HI him.

then someone named U said "are you gay? cause XX like u"

then i O.O. then very awkard lol.... then later when i was toking to Y de friend then Y came over to tok to Y de friend. then Y was like "Errr... " then he give that disgusted face.

like freakin hell whats his problem la. even if i am a gay, also cannot Qi Shi gays right? further more he is the same kind as me go around HI HI HI HI HI HI HI. thne sae i gay... lame!

then i say HI to him right.. thne he go ask Agnes whether i gay... like If i am gay then shouldn;t he be gay also? idiot...

School Starting to be fun! :D

2009-02-10T06:45:00.001-08:00

Now school starting to be fun le. maybe cause like spilt into different classes then got like more new friends. haha. got girls and got guys. haha

hmmm my class 0932A. i would sae that its very multi racial la. haha. but got a lot of nice ppl inside.

got one guy called NICHOLAS. my impression of him very deep cause the first thing he said was "I Like maths..." then i was like "Dun tok to this guy" ahhahaha. no la! i where got so mean? but just have that 0.0 face. haha. tink it was kinda rude XD

hmmm... then got this guy. i tink he is called Kok Xiang. haha. this one damn funny..

Teacher Asked "So.. Kok Xiang. what do you normally do in ur free time?"

Kok xiang: "I like to organise camps"

Teacher: "When there is camps?"

Kok xiang: "No... i just like to plan camps whne i am free"

haahah. damn 0.0 haha. then got a JC1 retain de his name is C2. (dunno how to spell but the prounceciation is like that "

C2: "Eh Kok Xiang, you from NPCC is it?"

Kok xiang: "Yes"

hahahah. so i look at Kok xiang. and i tink of YOng Bang.... then i realised... ITS THE SAME TYPE. haha. totally the same can?

that was civics lesson which is actually class interaction la. so aft civics was maths... WHICH IS A BAD THING!

OH! got this girl called Ash. thne she quite nice la. accompany me to maths and sit with me in maths lecture also. haha. i tikn she will be a nice friend! Can invest :D

Then the other side of me sit this indian... our H2 maths is 1 hour lecture ah... he seem to stone there for half an hour. with no notes or copying anything.

so i thought he dun have full scape so i just nicely offered him one. then he took it and he copied the WHOLE Question! Including the question lei! and the answer. with no reference to the question at all!

he copied purely from his memeory! and he even remembered the exact words in the question... then i was like 0.0! hahaha. this school a lot of interesting ppl

then got this super cute guy! haha. but never mind i shall not touch on it XD

Back At high Demands.

2009-02-05T01:34:00.000-08:00

Xiuxian is back by high demands! haha. sorry been really busy recently becos of orientation. everyday 750 to 6++ sia. haha. damn tired. now shall update!

Day 1,

Went to school with TEOH YILIN. then saw Melissa Long and clinque then saw YONG BANG! then i O.O haha. ok fine. lets skip the boring part. haha. thne aft singing the national athem we went to hall. then everyone like quiet quiet. shy shy. then i also shy shy lol. then the captians they try to teach us cheers. but kinda lame ah.. they trying to teach us cheers before the ice breakers... like anyone will cheer..

Then aft like 15 minutes of learning the cheers, we had a straight 3 hour talk... lucky it was the first day. if not ah.. confirm slp ah! then aft that went to play ice breakers la. we sat in a circle of 6. then all the OGLs noe me becos VANESSA went to spread that i am her junior. And Vanessa is practically crazy there la. she can just randomly stand on the table and start dancing. hahaha. so everyone de impression of me===> Crazy like Vanessa -.-

haha. so when we playing ice breaker then i enthu la. haha. the OGL asked like "So Are You Ready?" then i YES!!!!! then everyone stare... hahaha. then got these 2 indian girls also Enthu liao. then start to have fun la. then noe everyone de name. play games.

then have friends liao so quite daring liao. then every cheer like "ALRIGHT?" then i will "OK!!!!" then the guys beside me all O.O cause they all no enthu de. haha. then just know ppl la. then go home first day liao

Day 2

Now noe more ppl liao. but alot of amkss de ppl transfer out liao. so quite sian. haha. got mass dance and blah blah. then i just high with my group de ppl la. haha. play games also anyhow scream here scream there. cheer here cheer there. haha. even the OGL crazy with us.

then enthu la. every cheer also got reply! dance also dance enthu enthu at first. but the dance was too noob... so not challenging... so i decided to just laze around XD. seriously its damn slow la. retarded dance. i prefer Ruishan,Carin, Xiao Marc they all de dance. more challenging. hahaha.

laugh laugh laugh with my indians friends. scream wiht them. then got a few guys take iniative say Hi to me. also got stick around with me. one of them looked like DAVID (Sister de EVIL,ASSHOLE,BAD Ex BF) so i tink i quite cold towards him. but actually he very nice... but looks and character very similiar to DAVID. so i quite Defendsive. haha. SORRY!

Then the other one called Wen Hao. he is those silent silent type de. until he noe u veyr closely then he will high with u de. i quite comfortable with him la. even though he silent silent but jsut very comfortable to be with la.

OH! and i went to take the Chinese Literature H2 subject. haha. jsut for fun go see what it is. go there no teacher come yet. so decided to make some friends haha. HI HI HI!!! haha. i go there then immediately act like i noe them haha. all from China de. then i just make friends la. they quite nice la. always see me then will sae HI de. :D

ERm... abt the chinese test... they gave me a poem... quite artistic... but i dun udnerstand. so i wrote my own way of looking at it lol. A LOVE POEM! hahaha. but i tink i failed la. so i did not put as my choice of subject anyway XD.

Day 3, Last day,

last day liao. now everybody noe everybody. haha. except some EMOs la. then just play mass games and prepare for the Finale. haha. i was one of the Cheerleaders... haha. performed a stun with a indian guy called ZULL and a girl. then jsut practise practise... then got another dance again.. not challenging agian. so laze around XD. then got chosen for one of the GASTBY guys.

means like the music play play paly then everyone sit down then suddenly got the GASTBY song. then just stand up and the girl will spray ur hair. thne u will act like u enjoy it alot. haha. ok la. quite fun. XD

then got the final presentation. then got lots of my unglam face sia! cause my OGL is one of the photographer. then keep having my face. damn unglam. like example... u noe whne i laugh out loud thne i will lead back and then damn unglam right? then my OGL go take that photo... damn embrassed.

OH! then my group got one girl look like Malay de Chin Ying. then i see her then i O.O hahahah. i like that face. always makes me laugh.. haha

Then ate dinner with the OGLs and chat chat chat la. then nothing much le la.

now got a lot of friends. but haven found any friends that can chat heart with de. maybe Wen Hao will be a good choice bah... to describe him... i would say that he is like SK la. very strong de self thinking. but he not like SK. who will unhappy then will give that Bu Shuang Face and throw Temper. XDXD. this Wen Hao ah.. if he dun like then he will jsut "Erm.. i dun really like it la. sorry no offences" hahaha. but maybe that is becos he dun noe me well yet. yup

Well long post. but finish le. haha. :D

YOU GOT CHEATED! Tehre is nothing here! XD

Work~~~

2009-01-21T08:29:00.000-08:00

WEll recently i have been busy working. but at least now i can bring home and do at my own free time le .dun need go all the way to somerset.

Hmmm. recently i tok to a long primary school friend again. Recently seems to get to noe a lot. haha. this old friend i quite interested. haha have Hao Gan. maybe maybe... XD

Then recently also i quite sad abt a certain friendship that i may lose. maybe cause too long close together then i tink he got bored of me bah... so he is like trying to find a new person to chat with.. i kinda sad abt that one..

Really hope that the friendship will not be lost.. maybe cause i never cherish it properly from last time bah.. but recently when i really really cherish him, he like dun care le. haizz.. Sadden.

And i want to complain abt my job! my job is to answer ppl de enquiry abt a certain website. and there are really idi*** writing in abt

"I want to drive the BMW home. Can help me?"

"Dunno how to read words. How?"

"Forget my password" (When the password is the NRIC of the person... -.-)

ya. so quite angry la. haha. well stopping now. next time then blog abt the chalet :D

This is stupid...

2009-01-16T05:58:00.000-08:00

This is very stupid but oh well.. just for entertainment i guess.

According to your age, list down the things that people don't know about you. Then tag someone else.

I'm Seventeen this year.

1. Hmmm.. I use to think that i have super powers and i will stare at a particular thing for very long and try to "MOVE IT" with my Super powers... And i will pray to have super powers... haha. HEY I BET EVERYONE SOMEHOW WILL GO THROUGH THIS STAGE DE HOR!

2. I am seventeen this year but i still liek to watch Cartoons and stupid shows. haha. Sometimes i would turn the channel to a Indi** channel and watch then i will laugh my head off haha. XD

3. I tink i am hot and handsome sometimes.. XD

4. I was afraid to slp alone until Primary 6... This is so embrassing. haha

5. I am despo for attention... this is not a secret. haha.

6. Sometimes i would imagine myself as a rock star and start taking my boster up and treat it as a microphone stand... -.- XD

7. I create songs... write them... and they are loved by my friends..Except that they are RETARDED songs! haha.

8. If i see a funny video, i will laugh to myself for 15 minutes straight and not be able to tok at all. haha. its very stupid to laugh to a computer ok... BUT U DO IT TOO!

9. I believe that outer beauty and inner beauty are both equally important :)

10. I always have the urge to do crazy stuff. like going up to strangers and "ELLO! LONG TIME NO SEE! I MISS YOU SO MUCH" then u "Do i noe u?!" and walk off XD

11. I always wanted a Horse... or a tiger as a pet...

12. I tink being Bimbotic is fun. haha. When u just go crazy and BLAH BLAH ASDASKDASFDJAGGIKTGHGTIHTKIGAGKJGJKGJEDGJIERGJRGJEDRGIJEG then u Buck your tooth and ERRRRRR XD

13. I am really a very emotional guy. i cry over books, relationship... printers... opps opps. haha. that was not suppose to be there XD

14. I tok to myself at the mirror and i will argue with myself sometimes XD

15. I always attract Ti Ko... then they will keep looking at me.. then they wink at me like i am some prositute.. this really leaves me very disturbed..

16. I really dun like the word LOL. cause it always leaves me with nothing else to say.

17. ok.. last.. i love making new friends! is that even a secret... -.-

I pass the baton on to GINIE!!!! and CARIN!!! DO THE QUIZ!!! :)

Happy. :D

2009-01-15T18:19:00.000-08:00

my work is finishing very soon! hopefully by today can finish bah.

actually today planned to go CJC to appeal de. but when i call them, they sae that now is not the time and i must wait till the results come out... Sian haha.

but still i am going to get my testimo.. (dunno how to spell la!) well i wanna specially thank my 3 best friend who is SK,Toni,Fin. cause even though they know aft i get my testimo then i need to go work liao but they still willing to follow me. Thank you :D

I am also happy for some other person who is happy too :D

Hmm... well 2/2 chalet is coming. not sure whether i really looking forward to it a not. on 1 side it seems that i do not have much friends there. but on hte other side, i promise Sam that i would go...

how how... let fate decide bah :D

HAHA. I just type this for fun de. XD

Work is killing... like how Mario jumps on the Red Mushroom

2009-01-14T05:53:00.000-08:00

totally killing me la. althought the office is very nice. got this indian taste plus modern fashion de. veyr nice. i like it lei... maybe next time change my parents' de office into like that haha.

but its damn far. need to climb climb climb. SIAN. well the work load is crazy la. its doing smth like yahoo. the company does a search engine. then u msut go and help them form all the links. so when ppl search then can see proper links. if not all messy messy.

but the whole search engine is super messy! they even got files from 2006 inside! like omg! i tink thats why they hired me for 350 bucks. XD.

i did from 1030 to 540. i onli finished 26 pages. then i very happy happy. haha. then i saw the other website that i suppose to do.. then its 567 pages... then i totally give up liao. haha. told my boss that its impossible to finish.

then he sae "No la. where got impossible. very easy de. tmr can do finish liao" then he smile smile...

then i let him see the 567 pages and he immediately hired someone to come help me tmr. haha. so lame.... but i doubt that i still can finish it by friday. haha

now i am worried... what if i too busy at work then actually can appeal de then never go appeal?!

i wanna try go to Cathoic JC. which is 11 points and i am stuck here with 14... :(

u tink i got chance?

well gonig to slp le. today damn tired. stare at the lousy computer screen for so long!!! ARGH! but at least the ppl there are nice and the environment is very nice. haha. but have the work load that is not able to finish de. well. u cannot have all the good things ma. i go slp le. nights. :D

I confessed..

Work Work.. Job Is Done~~

2009-01-13T03:48:00.001-08:00

well this is my new skin. nice a not? haha. since i was helping Howard with his blog skin then i might as well change mine right?

Today went to swimming with Magic Mushroom (SK) and Sneaky Monkey (Jestoni). well as i predicted, someone was late and it was not me!!! haha

so i went to Safra early and went to the main lobby. then i realised that there is this very nice cafe there. very silent very nice de. its a good place to go there to chat with ur friends or just to eat a book. its both a BAR and a CAfe. so if u want alcohol, u can find there too. :D

then went to swim and we went to the slide again. haha. once again we acted like little children and went on the slide. actually didn't dare to de cause we thought for children. then the board there write "Adults are suppose to give way to Children first'

then we look at each other and went on the slide. XD. then swim 2 laps and Mr Sneaky Monkey not feeling well. cause i tink water too cold. then just go to LAN la. XD. the whole arcade was empty so the auntie very nice. even though we say just 1 hour but she gave 1.8 hours i tink.

Then went to eat Mr Sneaky Monkey's First LAKSA in his life. haha. and he was complaining its too hot. then i was kinda late for work liao. then rush rush rush rush rush

then rush to my work place. now i doing data arranging job for my aunt de office. just finish arranging the data then got 350 bucks liao. haha. but damn lots of data.

i wanted to take home and do de. cause the com there is really... -.- haha. slow like dunno whose business. but the boss there scared i steal their data. so force me go there do. haha. lame sia. like why would i want to steal a search engine's data? when i can just get it from yahoo? -.-

well at least the pay is good. haha. well thats all. commend on my new skin hor! :D

Sucked For Os!!!!

2009-01-12T03:28:00.000-08:00

Haizz. so sad with my O level de results. actually i kinda expected it. but i expected my HUMANS to be at least a Distinction.

my history and geography both B3 lei. sian. expected at least a A2. so sad.

in the end i get L1R5 of 16.. tink i going to Innova Junior Collage. ya.

sadden

2009-01-05T06:58:00.000-08:00

. The person who tagged you is?Ginie

2.your relationship with him/her?really good friends :D

3.your 5 impressions of him/her?Kind Hearted, Self Confident, Hates Bimbo, Crazy Abt Edward, has a very open view (means that she very willing to accept others' view)

4. the most memorable thing he/she has done for you? hmmm. i tink its the time when she scolded me for being low self confidence and allowing others to bully me. haha. thats the nicest too.

5.what is the most memorable thing he/she said to you? hmmm. i tink its the same as the previous question

.6. if he/she becomes your lover, what he/she has to improve on? She would have to need me more. haha. *DESPO* XD

7. if he/she becomes your enemy, you will...? hmmmm. i would be happy if she is happy lol. (everyone hates me) *emo* XD

8. what is it do you want to tell him/her now? Hmm... thanks for always being there for me :D

9. your overall impression of him/her? The most wonderful girl in the world (i been force to write this XD)

10. how do you think people around you feel about you? not sure... irritating? Bugger? Attitude problem? Spoilt?

11. which part of your character do you love about yourself? I will never do things that i will regret next time

12.on the contrary, which part of your character you hate about yourself? low self confidence...

13. the most ideal person you want to be? Bella Swan XD

14. for people who care for you and like you, say something to them. hmmm. thanks for ur efforts. i appreciate them. and if i dun start appreciating them, must tell me :D

15. pass on this quiz.. Yunxuan (who always come my blog..) Sze An (doubt he will see this. but i cannot tink of anyone else)

Happy New Year.

2009-01-04T02:52:00.000-08:00

well its a new year. and my results are coming soon! AH!!!! well this is going to be a very veyr long post. so please be prepared with water, tibits, music, shoes, clothes, pen, pencil, socks, fan, speakers. if u really did all that....

you are dumb. hahaha.

Firstly, lets start with macau... well i would say that its not a bad place to visit. but if u are not planning to travel to other places such as Hong Kong, then please do make sure that u have enough budget. cause eating in The Venetian (the 5 star hotel there) is very expensive.

Well when u go to macau i would recommend you to go to Zhu Hai. very easy to go de. there got lots of fake branded and blah blah. but the best there is the Seafood. damn cool. the stalls selling living seafood is just outside the restaruants. so u just buy ur living seafood and cook directly in the restaurants. there the seafood super super cheap and nice de.

then. nth just la. just walking around lol. oh ya. and if u are not 18 then please be prepared to walk around the hotel like crazy. cause the middle is the casino. then if u dun walk past it, u will have to walk one whole round. super irritating

hmmm i go there then tio food posioning and my sister tio Intestine infection. then stuck there for 3 days. it was very very bad experience. haha. cause the food around there not suitable for us to eat. then we already check in our lagguage so we cannot change clothes for 3 days. haha. somemore its very cold there.

well aft 3 day, we came back and the first news was that my grand aunt passed away... like great man. then we go to the funeral la. busy busy busy. but the last night was quite fun. cause now i noe this new game called Blokus. its quite cool. should check it out.

Then nth much le. haha. oh ya! must tok abt this creepy boy. my clinque and i that day go out. then when we board the bus ah. got this little boy keep smiling at me. then with my FRIENDLY characteristics, of course i said Hi to him. then he started asking me for my msn..

so i said "Do u have paper or pen?" cause he was in his uniform

then he said "no" so i saved his email in my phone.

then he asked "Do u play maple account? can give me maple account? i wanna sell"

then he took out a exercise book and a pen to let me write.... like so -.-

then he asked "Are u going ot amk hub on monday?"

I said "No... i am not schooling anymore. i graduated liao"

Then he said " Oh. i thought u all are gangster"

So the problem is that this boy who is a sec 1 tinks that we are gangsters but then wanted to make friends with us... hmmmm...

then got the Ponyo the advertisment so Sk got very excited

then the boy started to sing the ponyo theme song fully in japanese...

then we all stare at him haha.

then before he get off, he started counting 1 to 30 in hokkien....

like what the hell... haha. werid right?

oh. and special thanks to Pupeng for inviting me to her korean BBQ party haha. it was very fun. specially the sexy 12 years old girl XD

i tink thats all la. thanks for reading though :D

bad day.. bad bad day..

2008-12-21T07:36:00.000-08:00

today.. good things happened and bad things happened.

Lets tok abt the good things first.. Today the D Link Supervisor went overboard. he go put my products at the bottom of the shelf then his products at the top. then i damn furious and he even called my products BULLSHIT. so i decided that its the last straw and i shall call my boss

Then my boss immediately come down and gave him a good scolding. haha. he was so scared that he dun even dare to talk back haha. then he just bow his head and listen. XD. this was the thing that made me happy. I AM SO EVIL!!!

About the sad things.. got 2 things la. but i tink better not sae it out. later hurt other people de Pride..

Well i going to Macau already. tink not much ppl noe bah. well good nite.

A Lonely Feed-able Person..

2008-12-15T07:49:00.000-08:00

Liang Wen ying de CD come out already! haha. in case u dunno who she is.. she is my idol.. i am a big fan of her! haha. she is from Million Stars, smth like Singapore Idol in Taiwan.. but they dun use voting de. strictly only judges de vote. haha. damn strict de. she sings so nice!!!

Lin You Jia (another idol of mine.. DUH) coming ot Singapore to open his first Concert in Singapore on the 20th of FEB 2009 lei! i also big fan sia... And the tickets pricing also quite reasonable. 120 100 80 50. considered quite cheap cause he only got 1 album so he will be singing other ppl de song. haha.

i wanna go the concert but mother dun let.. she sae recession then need to save up.. then even if i use my own money also cannot :(

Well that day i was on the MRT going home from work. then suddenly got this familiar wave of lonliness overwhelming me again haha. lets just say that i am a person who is unable to withstand being alone bah... everyone who noe me should noe that point haha.

So i was emoing and tinking how great it was if i had someone to chat with me or pei me. then i looked opposite and saw this girl also leaning against the so called WALL. then she emoing also. and immediately i noe she is the same type as me... both waiting for our certain destiny to begin. both waiting for a certain someone... Hope mine appears soon :D

oh ya! i promised myself to badmouth abt a certain JERK at my work place there. cause i working as a promoter for ROUTERS. i cannot sae which brand la. but my Rival Company, which is selling Routers too, sent a SUPERVISOR to promote their products at the same work place as me.

And this Supervisor, is a ASSHOLE. he got no manners at all.. Poacing other ppl's customer when i promoting then saying other people de products like SHIT. like only his one good. i mean like if u wanna promote.. den promote ur own products la. dun go and badmouth other company de products.. such a Bastard.

he is those kind that even though he have no stock of a certain product, he will also badmouth ur products to ur customers so as to ensure that both side does not get the buisness. this kind of ppl can sell a lot of their products.. they are the so called SUPER PROMOTER.

but i tink that casting away ur Morales and ur Manners for money is definetly not worth it. and i hope that he get bashed up XD

hmmm.. nth much to blog liao le la. Jestoni is on a trip to malaysia. wish that he will enjoy himself and be safe! haha. :D

You Can't play on broken strings..

2008-12-11T06:48:00.000-08:00

wor.. its been a long time since i blogged. haha. recently been quite alright la. just lazy to blog.

during this final holiday i found out that actually i dun really need anyone that i thought that i need so much last time.. Actually i can survive de. There are many ppl out there that treats me better then some particular ppl treat me. so much better...

but still... its like always given a Dark Chocolate bar and suddenly someone else gave u a White Chocolate bar.. it tastes so much sweeter and better.. but still a Dark Chocolate bar is the healthier one.. and the one that stay with u longer..

Recently working still as a Linksys promoter at Funan The Digital Mall.. very sian there la. but the other promoters there are very nice to chat with. and furthermore the pay very good. 1 hour 8 bucks lei. haha. so i will be very rich at the end of the month!

Liang Wen Ying is coming out with a new album liao le lei! so excited! it shall be the first album that i really spend money to buy in these previous 2 years. XD

And from now on i'm going to live my life the way I am liao. not going to live it to other ppl de expectations or anything. I am going to be myself. If u are so stubborn to want it ur way then i am sorry that u are not living my life. I noe exactly what i want and what i need. so i am going to Go for it even though some may say that its wrong. (especially some ppl..)

nth to write le la. hmmm. well good luck to YunXuan who is flying on Friday 12 of december. wishing her here a same trip :D

Spring Cleaning Day

2008-11-24T06:02:00.000-08:00

phew... Finally finish spring cleaning. i cleaned up my whole room. for those who seen my room.. YOU CANNOT BELIEVE IT RIGHT? haha

Cause my room is the kind of room with worksheets flying around and when u pick them up then u realised that it is from 2 years ago... opps. haha. so i finally decided to spend half of my day today to clean it up.

And the amount of worksheets that i can sell to the KA Rung Gu Ni ah... i tink can earn 10 bucks sia. SERIous! And the amount of textbook that i am donating ah.. the poor people must be really happy. i even found my SEC 1 D&T textbook! omg... Further more D&T is my most hated subject haha

here is special thanks to my maid (Although i'm sure that she will not read this but still..) she like a solider under my command. haha. i have 5 bags in total

Bag 1 : Donation of Clothes to China
Bag 2: Donation of Textbooks to poor
Bag 3: Old Worksheets to sell
Bag 4: All the Have and Dun Have (Wu Eh bo Eh) XD
Bag 5: Old WorkSheets Again

so my instructions to my maid was like "Help me throw, This one donate, This one throw" haha. she very helpful la. thank you! :D

Today in the morning went to accompany grandma! its been ages since i saw her. and since yesterday was Grandparents day, i decided to pay her a visit. we went to causeway point and she treated me to Pasta Mania and we shopped around la.

Then went to the new northpoint de library and aft searching for books for around 3 hours... i realised that i own the library $22.80... so i couldn't lend any books. and i no money to pay the library...

damn -.- but luckily my cousin went with me and she got the super membership and she can lend 8 books at one time... like why the hell do u need to lend so much books when the deadline is 2 weeks?!

then she told me that she got 1 time lend 8 books before. then from the time she lend until the next day.. she never slp and continue reading. till the next night then she finish all the books and she go return and lend again. but she seldom do that. such a NERD XD

hmmm. nothing much liao le la. tmr piano teacher coming but i haven even practise much yet! omg! tmr wake up early to practise XD. good night :D

A Fight?

2008-11-15T01:34:00.000-08:00

guess i'm all messed up today. fought with my best friends.. best part is that i dunno whether i am right or wrong... sucks. day spoilt

Well yesterday i went to the doctor's brain scan. actually nth la. just plucked 26 wires onto my heart, eyes and brain. haha. then did some test. well that practically took up my whole friday.

now i'm looking for piano lessons. anyone who noe any private tutor for piano can u please tell me? THANK YOU

yesterday i went To dave de house to stay over. quite fun la. the Guitar hero was really fun but quite tiring. maybe its becos i'm tired and thats why kana fared up.

I quite depressed now. dunno should i apologise or not. it seems not my fault but it seems my fault. i dunno what i should do. :(

Graduation

2008-10-14T00:57:00.000-07:00

Its over. four years passed so fast. its just seems like yesterday that i said "hey.. whats ur name?" to sk haha. the shy shy boy last time in sec 1 XD

Hmm.. i really going to miss everyone in 44 and some in 22

xiao Marc --> my sitting partner in sec 3 that i reallly enjoy sitting with. one of my best sitting partner. he is a very fun guy. never ever runs out of subjects to tok abt haha. sorry la. cause i always dunno how to teach him. not htat i dun want to. but i feel like u dun understand when i teach you mah. sorry xiao marc! he can tok abt emo subject also can tok abt anything under the sun. when u lonely also can ask him pei. got good figure and super tight *** also haha. THANK YOU XIAO MARC

Da Marc --> thank you for always being there whne i emo. and always letting me hug haha. although sometimes i very irritating but u still dun mind. thank you so much. you must take care of yourself ah. sometimes in a relationship not always Bear With It de... in relationship most important must happy and comfortable... if too stress then forget it bah. haha. take care!

Carin--> Thank you for compliementing my drawing and my singing :D:D. haha. she is the only person who says that my drawing are nice in some ways haha. and never say my singing sucks.................. actually not everyone say my singing sucks la. only a few particular ones........ welll still thank you very much. always so supportive de. i know her for 4 years le. dancing also very good. but got a bit of emotion disorders la haha. she start laughing ah then cannot stop and will keep swinging her hair hahaha. crazy girl. KEEP ON GOING CRAZY! :D

Ruishan--> pretty girl who has the dancing figure and a bf call jairus. haha. i always disturb her de. she also another crazy one. haha. her height is quite amusing XD. always supportive too. best at leading stuff like class drama and class dance or whatever haha. hmmm... she is one of the "Class Spirits" :D

Clinton--> the super random guy. sorry last time i didn't like u haha. but u are a great guy actually la. always tok tok tok then got some random topic de. haha. jia you in the Rankings!

Raihanna--> dun even tink i spelled ur name correctly haha. at first is the very very boring raihanna haha. then later after spending some time with Xinlin and me then u turn crazy too!!!! haha. now u are a more fun person! weee! thank you for always being there to listen and kinda always sitting there haha. you're a nice friend :D

Xin Lin--> u are a crazy bimbo who like to disturb yong bang haha. thats why we sort of good friends XD. haha. the rich girl who get stacks of money XD. den dun want buy me a psp..... SOB!

haha. thnak you for always going crazy with me. :D

PUPENG!--> my wife! haha. this really reallly pretty girl. who is very nice. sorry at sec 3 we keep disturbing u and irritating u haha. and thank you for always smiling whne i say "pretty girl!" XD. And also thank you for inviting me to ur Big Big Big House haha. I'll miss u :D

Yunxuan--> *sigh* do i really have to write this? XD. she is a very disturbing friend. sometimes irritating la. but the other times it amuses me to see how she sticks to sk XD. hmm... she also those emotional de la. watch WALL E also cry de. haha. anyway its nice to noe her :D

Ke Wen--> a nice friend. she needs company la. but quite nice at times. i said AT TIMES XD. she always drink my water de. dunno why. thne will say her water not good thne drink mine. when i haven washed my water bottle since i bought it........ KIDDING XD. well knew her since 1/2 already. she is a girl... XD.

Winston-->He is a nice friend. :)

I'm gonna leave out Kelvin,Ginie,Bang,Sk,Fin as these ppl i lazy to write for them XD. also we know too much of each other. dun need to write also will miss them de. XD.

Today i woke up quite emo. cause no one wanna accompany me go eat breakfast. den i quite disappointed cause i was so sure that SOMEONE would accompany me. but apparently, he/she did not..

Then Sk also dun want accompany me. somemore after i go school then around 10 plus he tell me he hungry wanna eat... like what the.....

Hmm then emo la. wanted to go Thomson Plaza to study de. but when i reach there then suddenly thought of learning from Carin... take bus to anyhow go haha. then saw this lady beside me. then i just decide "Whatever bus she take i take" haha.

then i found out that she is a nurse and going to TanTockseng hospital. and i suddenly remember that the starbucks there very no body one. haha. so i went to the hospital to eat then go starbucks study. not a bad place. somemore very little ppl onli. :D:D:D

thinking back.... i really seem like a stalker haha. stalking the nurse XD

well thats my fun day. later going Karaoke :D

Genting Trip much?

2008-09-29T03:29:00.000-07:00

firstly, when i went on the bus, i was already feeling empty.(maybe thats the word to descibe it)

However, Kelvin was by my side so i couldn't really show it la

he was too excited....

So i just listened to my music and read Ecplise..

It was kinda good as a mood lifter or a distractor haha

i was missing them too much...

Then went up to genting.

the stinking hotel was stupid..

we lived at the first floor and the first and only view u get...

is a rubbish dump..

so u cannot open the window cause it will be smelly

and who knows what germs they carry

but if u dun open the window.....

there is no air ventilation!

ARGH!

then we went shopping...

quite glad that kelvin left me to shop alone

then i got show my emotions without hiding much

was really quite emotional but couldn't make out what is it haha

then i went to Baskin robbins to eat ice cream alone...

haha. really emo mah.

even strawberry ice cream or Rum&Rasin did not cheer me up

as i watch the couple beside me hugging....

so nice to have someone that needed u...

and i finally realised what i was missing..

the feeling of being needed..

isn't it great to have someone who needed u and misses u..

i wondered back to sg..

was there really anyone that really needed me.

Answer = no... except my parents maybe

haha. i tink its the Great Vampire saga that make me feel this way XD

but it is really quite sad.

Then went for the concert which was quite ok la

the talking part qutie boring cause i dunno what SAMMI Cheng toking abt..

she talked in Canto

then the dancing part was very nice

but later when we go back to the hotel,

i was really very tired

so i slept early haha.

hmmm woke up and had breakfast with Kelvin's family and sat the bus back

obviously, emptiness took over me once again

but i was in the coach so decided not to show it..

i arrived at SG at around 6+ and father came to fetch me la

Then i started smsing ppl..

its quite hurtful huh..

when ppl do sweet things to you but u noe tat its all fake and they gonna leave someday..

Tinking abt all the good times and then tinking abt all those might be fake

only leaves the hole in my chest bigger and more painful

when u noe that none of these ppl actually needs u or misses u

just that u go bothering them...

somemore u will have to hide it.... haizz...

lucky?

2008-09-23T03:04:00.000-07:00

i very unhappy....many things that made me unhappy

Firstly, BELLA & Edward broke up haha.

I dunno why but i quite addicted to the storybook

But i still got study hor! haha

read a little of NEW MOON during the last 30 mins of Chem

Then i read that Edward broke up with bella

Then cry a bit :X

What.. i emotional guy one haha

I watch love stories always cry just that secretly... XD

Secondly, i am sadden by some things that some ppl do and some thing that some ppl say

thirdly, my L1R5 is 23 haha.

far compared from SK's 12...

EMO!

now things that make me happier by a bit bit

Firstly, the song LUCKY. somemore just addicted to that too haha

Secondly, Mr X whose been trying to cheer me up. Thanks.

Thirdly... Sk who listens. surprisingly XD

losing my appitide also. dunno why.

now dinner also never eat already.

i look around in class today.

i realised that all the ppl that i put more attention in,

Dun seem to be caring abt me much

Those who i never put much also not caring much

Haizz.. sadden haha

onli sk will "PISSSSSS XIUXIAN" *Act cute*

haha. give credits to SK for that. thank you Sk

guess the loneliness caught up with me huh. haha.

been too happy recently XD

well try to cheer me up... i will appreciate ur efforts. thanks..

HAPPY BDAY SK!

2008-09-17T01:28:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was SK 16th Bday! haha.

must apologise for my belated present haha

of course, the popular guy got lots of ppl to wish him..

HAPPY BDAY!

so eventually i was jealous and decided to kill him. -.-

LAME! he got lots of presents la..

Then me and toni and fin decided to bring hi mto swensens to eat

(Actualy long decided le) haha

But then he dun want to go cause he at night eating pizza

then dun want to go.

i got quite angry cause like plan for u liao then u dun want go

Even if go there eat ice cream also can mah..

but in the end still went la

then we decided to buy him a cake

but swensens de cake $40 sia..

we budget de XD

then they went to buy him a cake while leaving me to entertain him..

I'm such a bad lier haha. thats a good point right?

then they return with a mini mini mini.. Tweety Bird Cake! XD

Tweety bird...XD

so we cut the cake then somemore ate ice cream!

In the end we ended up mixing the ice-creams with the sodas

super disgusting.

Coke+Chocolate melted ice cream+ Whip cream+ Cherry Stem+salt+pepper

Sprite+Strawberry melted ice cream+Cherry Stem

haha. so sk drank the coke and i drank the Sprite.

Acutally not bad leh. haha.

Then went walking around and went home la

lastly, HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

Today..

YUN CHAO KISSED MARC CHAN! *Angry*

haha. then marcus screaming here screaming there. XD

Today geography damn funny sia. abt the some 2 guys haha

but dun say la. later like backstabing them

I passed physics. still not bad la. 53 marks

this time prelims i aiming for all pass. at least i catch up basics first haha

Then O will score AAAAAAAAAA XD

Then something funny also happened to SK.

Told him to control himself liao XD

Should not sae later he kill me XD

Hmm.. Sorry to sk and fin that they have to listen to my troubles.....

so sorry...

Bye ! :D

New Skin Again

2008-09-15T07:27:00.000-07:00

haha. i decided that i was time to change skin again. New right? XD

Hmm lets tok abt moon cake festival..

Me and fin went to school thinking that we can join in the celebration

The secruity guards told us to wear uniform when we going

Thus, we wore uniforms and went to school at 7

Then when we reach, MR Koh told us that only sec 1s are invited.. -.-

Thus, feeling dumb, we called kelvin to have dinner with us haha

went to J8 and ahd pasta mania! :D

There was this cute guy! haha. shouldn't touch on it.. :D

then we went walking around and fin hit my head

I WILL REMEMBER U FOR THAT! :@

The next day...

I went to the national museum for the History Of Singapore! :DD

It was awesome. you should really try going someday

Furthermore, our school got sponser free de tickets

While they didn;t even tell us.... -.-

Aft 4.5 hours of walking, i only finished half the museum...

Then i went to Yilin for QH bday

haha. quite fun la.

Then just BBQ and eat and play with candles.

haha. emoed with RAYNER TOO!

hmmm.. thne went to Majong.

I fell asleep while playing half way XD

Sunday..

Had moon cake festival celebration with every relatives in my house.

played Majong again for 2 hours.

Then slp le haha. BORING LIFE!

Tmr is Sk de Bday! HAPPY BIRTHDAY! :D

Ooooo Ahhh/}

2008-09-03T03:58:00.000-07:00

hmmm. where did i stop last time? lets tok abt yesterday bah. Yesterday went to play badminton with YongBang,XiaoMarc,Sk,Fin,Dave,Toni and me. i hope i never miss out anyone haha. i tink XiaoMarc drank like 5 cans of Red Bull. Super inbar sia. will not tired de leh. he just keep playing and playing. people like YB also tired lol. then soemmore aft badminton he going to dance. haha.i tink i getting old la

Then aft that dave came my house to play and invited me to watch movie with him. i nth to do so i just go lol. haha. then watch movie alone.... cause his family bought tickets liao. then i just sit somewhere alone lol. actually he got 4 free tickets de. then his father actually not going. so i go lol. then last minute say going. then i sit alone lol. somemore watched WALL E again! -.-

Then aft that his parents sent us to Toa payoh and waited for JC. then went to dave de house to sleep over with JC. then the today just play psp and came home le haha. its kinda lame. haha

i saw this television programme speically on this guy call David brulgiez (Or smth like that de). he killed 44 people in 1 year sia. somemore he likes to go out late in the night like midnights. then target those couples that make out in the cars in the night. super sick. then he call himself "Son of sam" haha. which is suppose to mean the son of Satan

he study how to kill people very long liao. then become very professiol then the police very hard to track him down. then finally got 1 time he shot a couple, the guy died protecting the girl so the girl never die. then got clues then lead to the killer. furthermore whne the killer got found guess what he said

"WEEE! u finally found me! Congraulations! You found the Son of Sam!"

haha. crazy sia. then he got imprisoned for life. such a asshole. he killed 44 and only imprisoned for life. then in the jail he became a christian and started to repent. but no one knows whether this is true. thne he 'Finally confess' that he was under the control of a evil cult and he confess all his crimes to protect his family. what a faker.

haha. well holidays ending soon study study study! thanks to sk and fin who helped me to rebirth today. thank you! :)

You & Me... collide

2008-08-29T19:21:00.001-07:00

i tink this is the earliest time i woke up at saturday haha. couldn't sleep well. miss someone dearly. i really regret that i let it go that time. why was i so immature? Now, things will neverb e able to go back to the same and i seem unable to let it go no matter what. This sucks.

I finally find you and i collide. what should i do? someone teach me to let go. or someone teach me to recover. but the chances of recover is very low la. haizz. what should i do?

When i grow up!

2008-08-27T02:55:00.000-07:00

hmmm. its been long haha. cause recently got Prelims mah. so qutie busy la. began studying liao le. Confirm u that i O level will pass with flying colour. i am back on track! see the mE! SOMEONE say if i get A for chemistry then she give me phone. then i will get another phone by parents. haha. i so greedy XD

Recently i also quite emo. The "I AM NOT IMPORTANT" feeling came back la. a bit affected my studying mood but i am a big boy liao. still will study. the more i study the more stress i get haha. so now i realise how good it is not to study. haha. but maybe cause i rush last minute mah. so will quite stress

wanna thank Ms Tay for coaching me Chemistry for these few days. And also Sk and Dried Longan haha. lame! tink this time i can pass chem le. thank you thank you :)

Recently SK also dunno why suddenly very nice. starting to explain his actions le. then make me feel like i very selfish cause i never try to understand him or his hidden intentions. But still its very nice of him to open up haha. thank you SK

I am a extremely selfish person. i finally realised what people meant when they say that some things gone means gone liao. cannot get back de. furthermore i expect others to try to Ti Liang me. but i never ever Ti Liang others. Sorry Sorry.

i also dunno what to say. maybe this is growing up bah. i cannot expect everyone to be like me. everyone is special and nice in their own ways. so i should try to control my temper and have a deeper level of understanding perhaps? its a nice feeling sometimes whne u understood someone. haha. try it someday

relationship seems so far from me now. Now i shall concentrate on studies and friends. friends better mah. haha.

i like apples. haha. they very juicy haha. (eating apple now so very random XD)

OH OH! i rememeber smth liao. haha. recently noe Howard's friend! Omg his eyes so big like korean pop star haha. very Kawaii but i shall not be a Philpofile haha. be loyal to Howard better :)

Tag if u can bye!

Angry Angry Angry!

2008-08-13T02:57:00.000-07:00

maybe its been too long since i got shoot by THE CAT. so irritating. irritates me heavily. Today specially worse. ARGH. i cannot even imagine me last time telling people to go to her lessons cause it fun and able to learn. WHAT WAS I THINKING SIA Hmm... actually i feel so immature being angry at her. haha. but cannot help it. i'm just immature. lalala~~ i give example..

THE CAT: "So where shall we start?"

Me: "The top"

THE CAT : "Xiuxian, u going to start again is it?" (Shows black face)

Me: "What thing?! u asked where to start then i tell u the top la"

then she ignored me. what the hell sia. hmm... dun angry le. haha. angry bad for health. just need to tell myself. next time her lesson dun answer anything and dun say anything. :) Hmm. now load my pictures! for bday de :)

Family picture! :D

My heart is on fire... Ah.... LAME

Me me me me me me me me me!

opps i got caught again. shit this photographer is good!

Hmm. we posed for this one on the request of me XD

My beloved grandmother and me :)

Mother and me acting cute... how old is she sia XD

My new girlfriend sia. pretty?

My girlfriend's brother (cousin actually)

grandmother and maid... so random. i tink she likes the maid XD

My cake.. :D

Trying to act Ah Beng. haha. i tink i failed.. :(

Well.... my mother ask me to do de. haha. cool right? XD

Shit! who took this picture?! i was trying to eat it secretly.. -.-

You're Mine!

Happy Birthday To Xiuxian~~~

2008-08-10T04:48:00.000-07:00

its my birthday! wee. haha. i am 16 liao le. suprising?! haha. now can go watch NC 16 liao. hmmm.. went to Malaysia on 8/8/08 to just go walk walk la. went in around 2 then came out around 12 haha. went there to eat and shop and eat. fat like dunno what le. mother is crazy la. go there de shops then bought 7 pairs of shoes! haha

i told her that if she buy one more then can promote to Spider cause she sae now she is a centipi. dunno how to spell. haha. then just like that la. dunno what else to sae.

hmmm thanks people who smsed me. specially me me me me me me... if u think that i smsed myself... YOU DO TOO SOMETIMES! rOAR!

well end my post here cause now reali no Ling Gan. thank you people :)

Let it go...

2008-07-31T03:11:00.000-07:00

I think we've been here before
I recognize this place
I've seen the marks of confusion
wipe out a single sign of grace
And I don't want to play anymore
Not when the stakes are so high
So before we circle round once more
I'm gonna lay down,
Lay down my pride
Let it go, let it be
Don't waste all your emotion on this
tit-for-tat machine
Let it go, let it be
Let it go
I turn on the TV
and it screams out at me
Nothing seems to have changed
since the start of Adam and Eve
So we're waiting for the sky to fall
and we're buying brand new toys
But before we circle round once more
Can we lay down
Just lay down this pride
Let it go, let it be
Don't go wasting your emotions
No one wins if we keep score
Let it go, let it be
Let it go

Does this song sounds familiar to the situation now? no matter how bad the situation is. at least i learnt a lesson from it already. yes. i have to rely on myself. if not the same thing will happen again. its been so long. and the cycle just repeats itself cause no one is willing to lay down their pride.

However, this time its different. i learnt to be more independent le. no point want saddness over a friend who can just ignore u and throw u one side when he/she is angry right? Yes. even if i have to walk the rest of the path down alone, i will never be afraid anymore. sometimes, i may feel lonely in this path, but i know i still have a group of good friends (Maybe just 2 or lesser) to tok to. :)

I'm A Bitch!

2008-07-29T05:01:00.000-07:00

Hmm.. i must apologise here to someone. sorry that i do not know how to hide my feelings. just that when the same thing happened again then i really dunno how to react. just that i wanna pull u away from that person. i dun like it.

Yesterday went to play badminton! at the CC downstairs. haha. Sk,Arifin,Toni,Zh,XiaoMarc,Me,Winston. when we went there then got people playing there already. then i went to check whether i got book the correct date and time. haha. then we went to SHOO those people away. but then got a few dun want go la.

They say they wanna play double with us. haha. then play lol..

Today fight fight fight again. everytime also happen de. i tink we've been here before. we really shouldn't play any games toggether. a lesson that i learnt. but actually its not the game. its the immature thinking of us. the childish fights that we have.

Is it really worth it? why do we fight over such a small thing? is it becos that we have rarely be honest abt our feelings and thoughts? maybe SK is a good friend as he let everything shows. when he angry or Bu shuang he also show it out. but for me i dun. i just keep it to myself.

is it my fault? Did all these fights indirectly remind me of what i did? 3 is a crowd. hard to maintain relationship. specially when we stay in the same area,same cca,same class. maybe privacy is really important huh. a little privacy should work well.

Well if drifting may happen, actually why dun we give it a try? the situation now is so much worse than drifting right?

In maths was really hurt bah. it allowed me to open my eyes. who are friends that will be there. here wanna sae thank you to SK. who always come over to keep me company. Thank you! hmm... and somemore MDM chong had to add salt to the wounds by announcing it.. -.-

hmm.. situation in maths is that no body wanna sit with me. Toni,Fin,Zh. then i just sit alone la. reali very sadden. almost cried but held back my tears. imagine if i broke out. haha. i must control and constrain!

well see how bah. i know i cna survive on my own de! i am a big big boy! :)

I am... THE LIGHT KNIGHT! XD

2008-07-19T05:47:00.000-07:00

today went to catch the Dark Knight with Arifin Bang Sk and Toni. haha. it was a reali good movie la. not bad at all. although the story line a bit bit of irony. haha. gives me wrong idea. haha. somemore the joker sounds more convincing to me than MR "HI I AM IN THE DARK. I AM STRONG. I CAN TWIST GUNs. MY DICK IS BIG!" haha. wait... is the last line suppose to be there? XD

Hmmm... okaes shall review the whole day. went to tuition at 10.15. haha. was late la. actually going breakfast with sam de but i overslept and i did not feel well. so i just walk slowly like some turtle haha.

then go tuition abt chem. revised SALTS haha. such a difficult thing. then went to MOS BURGER! haha. i miss the Tako burger... SOB SOB SOB! hmmm then Bang joined me sam and tutor and we had lunch lol

then went to Bang's house to see see haha. qutie nice la. super neat boy. had the urge to just go to his drawer and mess up haha. its so neat that it even made sam wonder whether she is a guy or girl.

then went to meet Toni Fin Sk at amk mrt and went to Plaza Singapura. my fault my fault. when we got there the queue for movie was like !@&(**(@^!@#!@#!@#!@#

sorry guys. all becos of me then they had to go back to AMK To watch. obviously someone's mood wasn't too well la. showed the face throughout. then finally got the tickets and went to eat. someone's face was too not very appealing. soomemore give attitude. den never mind lol. lose my appetite to eat also.

but Batman was quite nice. i like it haha. sk sae i can act as joker cause i already have some sick thinking haha. a mental problem. FINE!

then went home la. wanted to sit in the movies beside Bang. haha. mainly cause he got jacket. haha. not that i wanna take advantage of him or anything........ *La LA LA * XD

hmm... today Howard says that he not feeling well. GET wELL SOON DI! I MISS YOU!

Fight fight fight. like its fun

2008-07-14T05:05:00.000-07:00

today fight again. i dun understand why i must always go with people's feelings?

people can show me black face and dao me and walk away. then i ownself there feeling guilty and that person there is laughing with others?

I reali hate myself. the person who cares get the black face. people who dun care gets all the laugh. so what for am i feeling bad over here? I hate it!

which one?

2008-07-09T02:10:00.000-07:00

the thing that i feared the most is going to happen. i just have a feeling it will

Guess it will soon be the end huh. but i dun want it to end. thats why i keep asking u to be honest so that i can change

But guess it cannot be prevented bah......

i'm dissappointed..

A choice..

Tired Tired!

2008-07-03T23:47:00.000-07:00

hi ya... i'm tired.recently keep playing game then very late sleep. i dun reali like it haha

well yesterday was a extremely sad day.

Firstly, my parents wanted me to go malaysia with them. they actually planned to go 10 to 5 but then becos of me they changed 10 to 3. however, i already ask friends to go out ler. Then if i dun go with parents is Unfilial, then if i go with parents is Unloyal. thne i reali dunno what to do.

In the end i just decided to go with friends cause i pang sei them a lot of times cos of family already. but then... becos of some gaming reasons SK was angry at me. so i wonder... why did i become unfilial to go out like this? wouldn't i rather go malaysia happily eat Lobster and my favourite persevered mango.

So this proves that next time i must make my choices carefully.

SEcondly, i lost my phone. Kana stolen when i wass playing lan. i admit htat it was my fault cause i never take good care of me. so very sad.

Then called father and he scolded me like dunno hwat. so sadddddddddd

Thirdly, i told SOMEONe and then that SOMEONe just said "oh. sad. i busy now later sms u" but that SOMEONe did not reply to Yong Bang's phone (cause i use yong bang phone to sms )
somemore that SOMEONe is someone thast i lay high hopes de. so saddd..

Futhermore, when i came home, i realised that my parents bought presevered mango back from malaysia specially for me. then my mother sae "I dunno what got into me. give u 2 all the best things but u all dunno how to cherish. "

haizzz.... so i very sad la. its the first time that after i slept i still so sad. always i angry or sad as long as slp ler then no problem de.

haizz...

OH ya. recently i very into Lin You Jia. haha. he so cute and sing so nice!

Life... Difficult

2008-06-28T21:18:00.000-07:00

long time no blogg.

Abt yesterday.

drank again. dunno why feel very vexed. but then i dunno what the problem is. haha. so its like i'm irritated by myself.

hmmm but aft drinking for a while i understand the problem liao.

I hate myself. why do i have to be always understanding and caring abt people who dun give a damn abt me?

Why do i have to be mature whne i reali hate it?

I just wanna be immature in anyone's presence. why do i have to act?

but actually i chose this path myself. to be mature and aspire to be like my mom.

But even my mother has days of being too stress and wanna release too...

i hate this feeling.....................................

Wo Hen Wo Ai Ni

2008-06-19T22:12:00.000-07:00

well its been like around 16 days since i blogged. i'm sure all of u misses me. XD.

recently been through quite a lot la. some major and serious problem that i have to make decisions on. but i have to admit that sometimes i will try to avoid by keeping my mind on something else. Haizz.. this problem will decide my friends, best friends and my smiles...

Should i just follow my heart or brains? everyone says that following your heart will never lead you wrong. but then what is ur brains for? Confused~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Recently i am into Zhang Hui Mei haha. a very pro and famous chinese female singer. she sing very powerful! haha. i tink i am going to take singing lessons soon. haha. how can a choir boy dunno how to sing?!

over here wanna specially thank Howard for being very nice to me in that day. haha. thank you DI! shall not elaborate on what he did haha

hmm... over here wanna say something to my 2 best friends la. actually i also dunno what to say. its not tat i wanna avoid you 2 la. but i reali need some time on my own to tink through my own problems. and sometimes its just that the timing is not there. wrong timing. yup. will you guys give me some time?

for those who love me, i know you all will stand by me. thank you! :)

well common test coming ler. going to choing studies liao. haizz. dunno whether can concentrate again la. yup.

OH OH! i want a giant monkey from minitoons haha. 5o bucks sia! tink i use my pocket money to buy hehe. i never had a big big soft toy before. when i was small my nose very senstive so my mother threw away all the soft toys. then when i was bigger my dad will sae "Boy play what soft toy?" but i just want a big soft toy to hug mah. haha. so i decided to buy my first big soft toy! a monkey one too! XD

hmm... tmr going to eat sushi with my aunt. at Sushi Teh. quite happy cause like finally close to aunts and cousin liao.

that day i talked to my cousin overseas, the one at england. cause my nick was "Should i make the decision?"

She said :" whatever decision you made you must keep with it and dun regret it"

Then i said: "but what if it is a decision that if i make then my friends will not be friends and the whole society will change its look on me?"

then she said : "who cares what the society looks upon you? if you keep tinking abt others' views then you will have to consider the whole world's view and you will neglect yourself. why must you neglect your feelings and tink abt what others feel? "

well what she said made sense la. i also dunno. haizz. well blog till here bah. study!

For Ah Ma

2008-06-08T07:26:00.000-07:00

This is for Ah Ma...

This is for my peoples who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby, your man, or your lady
Put your hand way up highWe will never say bye (no, no, no)
Mamas, daddies, sisters, brothers, friends and cousins
This is for my peoples who lost their grandmothers
Lift your head to the sky ‘cause we will never say bye

As a child there were them times
I didn’t get it but you kept me in line
I didn’t know why you didn’t show up sometimes
On sunday mornings and I missed you
But I'm glad we talked through
All them grown full things
Separation brings
You never let me know it
You never let it show because
You loved me and obviously
There’s so much more left to say
If you were with me today face to face

I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on like
“I wish I could talk to you for awhile”
“I wish I could find a way try not to cry”
As time goes by
And I assumed that you reached a better place
Still I’ll give the whole world to see your face
Lying here right next to you
It feels like you gone too soon
The hardest thing to do is say bye bye(Bye Bye 3x)
Bye bye

And you never got the chance to see how good I’ve done
And you never got to see me bag a number one
I wish that you were here to celebrate together
I wish that we could spend the holidays together
I remember when you used to tuck me in at night
With the Teddy Bear you gave me that I held so tight
I thought you were so strong
That you can make it through whatever
It’s so hard to accept the fact you’re gone forever

I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on like
“I wish I could talk to you for awhile”
“I wish I could find a way try not to cry”
As time goes by
And I assumed that you reached a better place
Still I’ll give the whole world to see your face
Lying here right next to you
It feels like you gone too soon
The hardest thing to do is say bye bye(bye bye bye bye bye bye 3x)
Bye bye

This is for my peoples who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby, your man, or your lady
Put your hand way up highWe will never say bye (no, no, no)
Mamas, daddies, sisters, brothers, friends and cousins
This is for my peoples who lost their grandfather
Lift your head to the sky ‘cause we will never say bye

I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on like
“I wish I could talk to you for awhile”
“I wish I could find a way try not to cry”
As time goes byAnd soon as you reach a better place
Still I’ll give the world to see your face
And I’m bragging right next to you
It feels like you gone too soon
The hardest thing to do is say bye bye...

Lowering And Lowering

2008-06-08T07:11:00.000-07:00

Ah ma is gone... buried ler... walk well ahead ah ma. i miss you lots....

well i should not cry already. or else Ah Ma cannot go on with a light heart

Now lets blog abt others bah. i realise i keep thinking abt how others will feel that i keep lowering my head. lower and lower...

why is this happening?

Now even if i dun feel comfortable abt some people's actions i also never sae anything...

is honesty really good? or is lying more easy?

i try to be honest. but everyone seems to sae that its no good

so should i start lying?

Should i revert to my old self?

i hate it.....

I dislike somone....

I dislike someone's action......

I should start lying...

China....

2008-06-05T01:00:00.000-07:00

Hmm... came back from china ler. suppose to reach singapore at 9th of june but then now came back early. becos my grandma passed away....

well lets tok abt my China trip first. hmm... went there then went to eat "SUPPER" which has 8 dishes and 1 soup.... what the bird. somemore at that time it was around 1am.... haha. my relatives there are reali crazy de.

then went back to their Condo and slept early haha. then the second day also never do much la. walk around neighbourhood then sing Karoke at their house. eat and eat and eat like a Mosquito. haha. stupid mosquito keep eating my blood.... ARGH

then went to Hong Kong. haha. there is ShenZhen but then go Hong Kong super convient. just walk walk then show passport then walk then... WELCOME TO HONG KONG!

Then went to Hong Kong shopping like dunno what haha. buy buy buy buy buy. there the branded cheaper than Singapore becos Hong kong got no tax. so although is not cheaper by a lot but still cheaper. like maybe by 50 or 30 bucks.

Somemore hor... Hong Kong de stuff more updated haha

then went around and shop till Night then went back lol. and went swimming with my relative over there. haha. both my sister and the female (14 years old) relative wear bikini down sia.... NOSE BLEED XD

i tink tat the female relative has a crush on me :X

Hmm then nth else ler la. rush back to Singapore for funeral then now quite busy haha. ya. if u wanna come down then its Blk 625 Yishun Street 61 singapore 760625.

yup. but dun come down aft Sunday cause Sunday too late ler. haha.

Well tired ler. sure hope someone actually misses me...

PICK IT UP!

2008-05-29T05:28:00.000-07:00

well long time never blog ler. haha. just the mood come to blog then i blogging now lol.... okaes that sounds stupid. XD.

Hmm... recently can sae that is holidays ler bah. but then still got the 2 days of CONQUER O. sian. haha. but i kinda like the the time table. cause every 2 hour thne got break. easier to aborsb. haha

Well gonna blog abt that day de choir camp. which is around 1 week ago liao ler. i went to PTC where the teachers say that i am a good son! wow! haha. like duh..... haha. then went to science lab to find 2 15+ year old boys laughing at some marvel figure video...................... then i join them!!! XD

thne we went to eat and thne come back to find...................the indescriptable...........the indestructable............MRS ISMAIL! (HA LE LO YA) haha. she super retarded de. haha. then we sit down and chat with her laughing all the way. haha. jokes ranging from arifin calling her a old auntie to why she dun have matching shoe colour XD

then we went to choir and they were reharsaling la. haha. *FAST FORWARD* haha. then its around 11++ liao ler. then me + sk + fin just sit at the foyer there and started to tok. haha. MAN TALK ya noe. so i cannot tell u anything abt it haha.

then...*FAST FORWARD...AGAIN!* haha. to the step down ceremony. well all is sweet and all is touching. the sec 2s even made their own song (Okaes.. i noe its amanda who did it.. BUT THE REST SANG IT!) so touching la. and they blended really well. which meant that they reali practise a lot cause they onli sec 2 haha.

Then the sec 3s also very touching haha. sang LEAN ON ME and then started giving out cards. they even said i am the...SOUL OF CHOIR! haha. maybe i hear wrong but then its the truth okaes!!!! then the sec 4s perform la. actually wanna give speech but then li yu never so we also never lol.

then go around hugging people and trying to kiss them Xd. actually never cry de. then aft hugging jeremy then cried a little. haha. must be jeremy too fat then squeeze the tears out XD. i'm toking abt jeremy tan.... XD. then take photos haha. tried to kiss Liyu and Howard. XD.

Then got pizza party but then sk emo so i pei him haha. then arifin dunno run until where. confirm up to no good de haha. i tink he teaching juniors wrong stuff XD. then the juniors so sweet..... *Ms swan smile* they bought up the pizza becos they noe the seniors haven eat yet. AWW!!!

then i eat and alot of people disturb me. haizz.... being popular is like that de. no choice. XD. then i entertain them lol haha. then aft that go home ler. cause quite tired. also dunno why la. stupid sk sae i like pig slp slp slp *Rolls Eye*

then like that lol . haha. well i will miss all my juniors. specially me, me, me, me, me, me, me, me, me, me, me, me, me, me, me, me, me, me, me, me, me, me, me, me, me, me, me, me, me, me, me, me, me, me, me, me, me, me, me, me, me, me, me, me, me, me, me,
yup! thats all Xd.

recently sk sae i quite emo. dunno why la. well today howard made my day. thanks howard. :)

well blog till here bah. i wanna get tanned. XD

Damaged Damaged.

2008-05-22T06:39:00.000-07:00

Recently dunno why la. just feel very left out. like the whole world talking abt things that i shouldn't noe or i dunno de. then people like so happy happy while i alone over there. what to do? thats me....

Well told my cousin and my cousin gave me an advice. just go find another group of friends la. but like that very not loyal. haizz. i also dunno what to do. Lets indulge myself in chinese and then later then sae bah. anyway aft Chinese O levels i also going overseas. Take that time to tink properly lol.

I'm a person who cannot live without friends but then unpleasantly have friends who dun cherish. so what to do? scold heaven scold earth? but i noe thats stupid. want scold also get soem statue and start scolding la. scold heaven and earth for what? liek the soil cna hear u.....

Things are getting complicated by the day. Things are getting worse by the day. I will save myself. wanna change but find it hard. However, As the saying goes "Rome is not built in 1 day" haha. forgive me i'm studying chinese. I shall try to change lol

Change my forgiving. Change my give everything. I WANNA CHANGE! why does people just not cherish someone who is willing standing there but they cherish someone who is running away?

dunno la. when is Jc days coming? haiz... OH! my results suck at a L1R5 of 30! told mummy but mummy just sae "You noe what to do" Chinese CHINESE CHINESE!

well going to choing chinese liao .Yew Huang haven even send me the document! ARGH!

永远是配角戏

2008-05-17T06:35:00.000-07:00

Now alone at home. Normally in a saturday night like this i would call daddy and ask

"Ello? Daddy you coming home ler mah?"

Now cannot ler. both parents at Macau. haizz... missing is a torture. i miss my parents... :(

Today had choir practise which was quite fun becos the song very easy then finish very fast and everyone just slack around. thne wait for the full group to arrive thne watch some tv and everyone started going off ler.

Then went to eat lunch. Now popular de member get 1 dollar off 2 piece chicken! haha. then went to library!? haha. its been long since i went there. then have a sudden urge for Jodi Picoult's books but cannot find. so i borrowed a murder book. haha.

Yup. thats abt all. i should go sleep with my grandma. i reali miss my parents. dun like the house empty empty de. onli left me...

FunFilled Yesterday!

2008-05-16T17:55:00.000-07:00

Well yesterday was super fun la. went almost everywhere although very tired. haha. Hmm lets see....

In the afternoon i went to eat with Ginie Jaime Kelvin Zhang Yuan Hong Ye and Junhao they all la. then we went to Kbox haha. was kinda awkard cause i guess i quite shy. haha. quite hard to find common topic thne like awkard awkard lol. but still quite excited cause its singing mah. duh

But then smth spoilt my mood la. always like that de leh. irritating...

Ignoring the thing that i just said. then we reach Kbox and we went into this super big room with mic haha. cause got 8 people mah. thne so cool got free flow of Sprite & Coke. So good la. i go so many years always dun ahve de. then Junhao they all started singing first... OMG!

they sing very nice. specially Junhao. haha. Junhao is love song prince. Hong ye is can sing love song but specialise in "others" dunno how to explain haha. Jaime is sing very nice but yesterday sore throat then cannot sing high. Ginie is sing soft soft de. Benjamin also sing love song very nice. Kelvin of course is SAMMI la. Duh.... Zhang Yuan is just keep rapping Jay Chou de songs.

Me? Zi Bi haha.

Okaes la. guess i took a while to sing but did not reali sing a lot cause all their range so high then my range is like.... lower base de. then just listen lol. quite fun also haha. they are a very fun gang la. friendly also. Yup

Then aft that around 7 then i rush off to home to bath and prepared cause my sister told me suddenly that we meeting cousin to go to Timbre (Some pub) then i rush lol. super late like late around 20 minutes then we meet up.

We reach city hall and then walk walk walk like some Singapore Ducks. Finally reach liao then the queue was like......................................................................................................... Ya its as long as the dots. Maybe longer.... haha

Then we sian like. waited for an hour for all the rest of the cousin but none showed up and we decided to go to Clark Quay. cause there lots of pub. then walk there lol.... And went into one call Hooters.

The waiteress there dressed like dunno what owl sian. Singlet+ shorts that are so short that u can almost see their undies liao. haha. then they drink alcohol and i never cause i NOT 18! i good boy de hehehe

Then eat some stupid chicken wing that is super spicy and sour. I kana tortured sia. cause my big cousin sae that hte smallest must eat first. then everything i eat first.... T.T

Then aft eating for around $165?! which is onli 20 for each person la. haha. then we walk off to some desert stall and eat cakes. i ate...............STRAWBERRY SHORTCAKE............. strawberry..... omg.. haha. super nice. their strawberry yoghurt also very nice... feel so in love... haha. serious man. when will i ever go with friends to such a place.

Then my cousins crazy sia. after eating 30 chicken wings at Hooters and 1 cake each at Dunno what place, they went to macdonalds' and wanted to order 20 chicken nuggget?! crazy sia. but in the end never la. then just drink water and chat in mac lol

Then i took night ride home wiht my few cousins. haha. and on the bus i chatted with my cousin who is 19 and is in poly. i told her my problems of friends and she gave me 1 advice

"In this world, it is very unfair. So instead of letting people do the decision and making you unhappy, why dun u try to stop pleasing people and make a decision that will at least cheer u up? You cannot please everyone in this world right?" and i reached home at 3.10am T.T

Very true. so from now on those that dun bother i also dun care liao. Its my life! Dun like me? Shut up and get the hell out of my life. i should be more gentle. but its onli this time that i write this kind of thing. haha. Thank you for all my k Box friends! :)

Dun Like this...No Choice at all

2008-05-12T06:58:00.001-07:00

I'm feeling unhappy abt certain stuff and certain people. i know i dun have the rights to do so but i'm still feeling unhappy.

Sometimes i feel that i am very irritating. Sometimes i am full of myself. Sometimes i just wanna hug someone.

Sometimes i am given the cold shoulder. Sometimes i feel that people care. It may all be a lie

can Someone tell me the truth of how they feel? I would rather be hurt and change for the better than be decived

I have a feeling that everyone shares a common view of me but not saying it out.

I feel....... I dunno how to sae. maybe its loneliness?

I hate myself... for being irritating... for arrogant... for self-centred. sorry

UPDATEs UPDATEs GRAB URs TODAY!

2008-04-26T05:42:00.000-07:00

Well update. haha. lets tok abt todaY! like duh... today in the morning woke up with a good breakfast that my grandma brought. super shoik! haha. its Jiao Zi. my favourite sia. haha. then i eat la. then went to bath to prepare to go swimming. then had to do smth for my mother so in the end was late by 30 minutes . hehe. i have a problem with punctuaily haha. as said by nury.

Then went to swim for 20 minutes and rush off to meet ginie in the interchange and went for tuition in school haha. then tutor came and started tutoring lol. haha. actually she onli help a bit la. i just do my own work. haha. then the other person who need tuition came and i treated them Bubble tea... MY 3.60!! hha. but its oakes la

Actually hor i just go to the tuition to make myself do work. cause at home then i will get distracted. then will not do. yup. haha. then went home to find that Sk and arifin at my house. haha. sk spoilt my goggles! haha.

gonna hunt him for life. XD. i'm falling in love with this song call 你们是我的星光. and yes its chinese song arifin. XD.

Also dunno what to blog abt ler. i remember got smth to blog abt but i forgot hehe. shall update tmr again if i remember. hehe. jia you!

OOOHHH! haha. i wanna thank my friends again for always there for me. haha. random gratitude feelings haha. i love all of u. like a friend friend love u noe. not a love love kinda thing. or maybe u all dun understand...

okaes.... let me try this slowly. its like a sort of nice feeling for ur friends that make u wanna hug them or smth. not those that u wanna spend ur life with de. u noe...

STILL DUNNO!?!... okaes... lets try using simpler english... its like those feelings u get when u are sick and someone sms u to sae "ELLO are u alright? School's boring without u" ya. those feelings. and not those whne u sms someone and that someone sae "hey dear. i miss you lots" ya. u noe those feelings....

haha. i sort of like entertaining myself XD. well bye! no... i seriously just mean bye. okaes. let me explain what is bye... XD.. tink u will block my blog if i continue XD

Emotions....

2008-04-19T09:13:00.000-07:00

Well today is a saturday. haha. in case u dunno. Xd. hmm... went to Party world yesterday. super fun! haha. reali had a great time. Ginie+ Ruishan+ Kelvin + Zhang Yuan and of course, the indescrible, indestructble, inressitable, ME! haha.

We went to the safra yishun one cause its nearer to me and ginie de house XD. then sing sing sing! haha. super funny. actually right Kelvin got a 4 hours free voucher so we went to party world. then when we reach the counter then the person sae cannot use on friday. means we have to pay for the fruits,drinks,tibits,towels.

Which adds up to 9++ then the student offer is just 14.40 nett haha. so we decided to take the student one instead... then aft we decided everything and starting to walk towards the room then Ruishan: "HUH?! whats going on?" haha. means she practically stoned for the previous 5 minutes. XD

then sing song. haha. so fun! ruishan sing reali nice! Ginie also! Kelvin sing totally like sammi... u cannot tell the difference whether the original was singing! then Zhang Yuan just rap as fast as jay chou. Zhang yuan loves jay chou sia. every song also Jay chou.. u imagine Jay chou's rapping song and u listen to 2 pages of it... OMG!

haha. then i sing also la. which sucks.... thne go home. haha. it was reali fun! i swear man. the group's fun too! shall organise next time with sk and fin haha. Sorry to them cause like left them out.

Then lets tok abt today! which was super fun too MUAHAHA. Dave + Alex + Sk + JC + the indescrible, indestructble, inressitable, again... ME! haha. we went to play pool!

Its been a long time since i played pool. the last time was with Zhan Hong. haha. then we play lol. actually quite okaes la the pricing. i tink we play 3 hours. 15.50 bucks. or maybe it was 2 hours. haha. dunno the exact timing la. haha. then we play pool la. very fun! haha.

both me and dave kana own cause both hit the black ball then the white ball went in to.... means we lost haha. it reminds me of the times i had with dave and alex and jc... haha. as in indiviually la. DUH! haha.

So becos of like that... i spent like 30+ 40+ in 2 days! omg.... thinking of the past reminds me that a few days ago, whne i was walking back to school from lunch, i passed by an old uncle whose around 60+ and he molested my butt..... he slide his hand up my butt sia. omg... so sick... Ti Ko sia.. actually right. these perverts should go find those girls who want people to touch them so that they get attention XD

well stopping here ler... I GOING TO STUDY! i study de okaes jeremy? CHEY! BLEH! haha. i miss dar. ya haha. random XD

Updates....

2008-04-16T03:11:00.000-07:00

well i went to malaysia on the previous saturday haha. quite fun la. but i went without my sister. cause my family gathering overseas always disrupted my sister. sae wanna go but if bf ask her out then she will purposely dun go. so my father who always side to me sister decided not to let me down again

dunno how many times he tell me "Tmr go malaysia can?" then i will cancel everything from friends' gathering to tuition to piano. always pang sei my friends. then in the end sister say dun wanna go then father sae dun go..... then i always will unhappy cause i pang sei everything to go out wiht my family which is rare thne cancel cause of my sister

finally this time went. haha. no sister = more money for myself. MUAHAHA. then just eat and shop and drink my favourite fruit juice at a shop where they sell like a 1 litre super big cup of fruit juice. instant made specially for u. i love Watermelon juice with milk... its like LOVE! haha

then shopping lol. never buy much things. buy a psp case haha. hmm then choir step down ler. haha. the sec 2s bought a rose for us each haha. so sweet. i dun get why girls reali like flowers haha. li yu so mesmorise by the flower. haizz.. haha.

then got hte new comm introduced. i not quite happy la. haha. should not write the reason here. later kana by others. well since things decided liao then its okaes la. then now no more choir lol

had i reali been a good asl or welfare? dun tink so haha.... well hope that the choir will improve greatly!

well tink thats all la. i going to study ler. bye :)

Today...

2008-04-08T05:09:00.000-07:00

LALALALALL~ today had english test which was quite okaes la. but i tink i too informal haha. like toking to friend like that XD. then had PE which we did the 5 stations. i remember i am going to tag something stupid abt Arifin but i forgot abt it. haha. Well since i tink of him then blog abt him XD.

HIS LEG SUPER LONG. haha. when u sit down on the floor and u see Fin in PE... HIS LEG IS SO LONG! haha. but not reali jealous XD. then he do shuttle run like bending his legs almost snapping liao haha. so scary.

Shuttle run marc chan was the best one. he run run run then going to reach thne he jump and "SKI" and take the block. IN BAR! haha. then do lol. FIRST TIME I PASS STANDING BOARD JUMP! yES! haha

For 4 years i never pass before standing board jump. then stupid Mr Ong.... he see me jump then purposely put the target at 130... then he sae give me face and put at 150.... then i jumped 198! yes! haha.

Then nth else la. haha. finish PE then go back class and play PSP for a while... My maid made the wrong sandwhich sia. made sardine plus lettuce. haizz... dissapointed haha. then change sitting place.

Actually i sitting with Xiao Marc again de. but then Zhang yuan complain sae that he cannot see so he wanted to change place. SUPER FUNNY AND GAY!

Zhang Yuan : "Ms Tay! i cannot see i wanna change place"

Ms Tay: "Okaes so where u wanna change?"

Zhang Yuan:" I wanna change place with Yun Chao (Who was sitting with SK)"

Ms tay:" Dun want. i want Sk and yun chao together so Sk can teach yun chao. You want change place with Shen Han?(Who was sitting behind him)"

Zhang Yuan :" Dun want. worse behind... i cannot see.. i want change with Yun Chao!"

Ms Tay:" How abt u change with Xiuxian?"

Zhang Yuan: "Dun want! i want change with Yun Chao! I want sit with SK"

Ms Tay :" Why?"

Zhang Yuan: "cos he can teach me chem"

Ms Tay:" Ai ya Winston (Chem pro who sits behind me) cna teach u better"

Zhang Yuan: " Dun want! i want sit with Sk!"

super funny sia. and gay too haha then in the end i sit with Arifin and Zhan Yuan sits with Xiao Marc. haizz.. i going to miss xiao marc so much. T.T. XIAO MARC!!! I GOING TO MISS YOU!

Then nth liao lol. went through chem with a swift. but i quite happy to sit there cause if i sit at the original place then none of my Chatty or guy friends there XD. i sit with arifin... I got arifin at the side, Bang at the back, Marc chan at the front. haha. super shoik. but got no FAN! :(

Then went to maths and while doing my work talked to Toni abt random stuff haha. tok tok tok and do do do. learn and talk at the same time! i super good XD. Then went to eat lol

And toni got addicted to Patapon XD. new PSP game haha. Nth else liao. haha. OOO! and today dar dar very nice. haha. let mi lean while playing psp XD. so gay! XD. kidding. he is very nice! bye

Chinese Oral...

2008-03-28T07:54:00.000-07:00

today was chinese oral. dunno why but was not reali nervous for it haha. while waiting for it then i still play psp XD. maybe cause i always speak chinese then at home also speak chinese. Actually hor... television shows help de leh. some phrases that i use are from television and the tone that i speak too. its just the way of looking at it

Hmm... then abt last minute then started to nervous haha. i always have the impression that children or teenage that speaks chinese at home will naturally be good and fluent at chinese. haha. i so BHB! XD. then i try reading the passage and it was alright. read through it fluently while practising.... better than the english one...

Then i see everyone read the passage till paragraph 3 then stop ler so i decided to stop at paragraph 3 and then perfect my first few paragraph. so i never read and practise the last 2. haha. then in the end..... i read till the 3rd paragraph and the teacher never ask me to stop! omg... then i just try reading through la. but of course a lot of pauses and skipping words.

Then come to conversation and i just tok like some points la. and the teacher gave comments say that i read fluently but too nervous. next time should relax. then she also sae that my conversation try to give more points. and sae i'm above average! haha. yES!

Then like that pass through ler lol. but that teacher super slow la. she test 2 by 2 leh. means 1 time 2 students go out and read then when the second student go then another 2 student go out and practise. SUPER SLOW! then in the end i tink she no time then ask for 1 by 1 haha.

Hmm... nth much liao. watched Vantage Point with cousin. haha. its abt the president then terrorist assinate him and then got points of 8 different people who viewed the incident personally. Overall it was quite well shot haha. its a movie that u can watch la. with friends. but not a family movie. also a movie that is suitable for loners. XD.

So thats all for today haha. yup :)

OOOOO WA!

2008-03-27T05:34:00.000-07:00

hmm.. today got oral. haha. dun get the wrong idea. Is english oral not that oral s** XD. haha. then i struttter sia. haha haizz.. going to do badly for oral haha

Then today nth much la. choir also i go for onli 30 minutes cause got oral. actually also nth to tok abt la. haha

Today chemistry practical then keep doing wrong haha. then never mind lol. just do group and redo again. Mother Tongue was okaes la. haha. debate again haha. over why now a days teenages dun like chinese so much haha

Actually i agree leh. lots of people dun like chinese ler. maybe is becos got a lot of complicated strokes haha. but we are chinese mah. how can dunno how to write and say chinese?! haha. however my chinese not very good also. average onli

Like that onli lol for the day. well i miss my friends... haha. i also miss her...

Breakup

2008-03-25T05:08:00.000-07:00

i tink its been 7 days bah. Haizz... i dunno what to do now. let nature takes its course? but mother nature may be heartless.

Today ran 2.4 but before that Bang stomache again haha. so i followed him to the toilet and waited for him lol. he dun look well so i worry lol. then was late for 2.4 for 2 minutes. then mr ong sae just run and later minus the 2 minutes. the starting i run so shoik. dunno why haha. just very shoik. Ran 2 rounds for 5.5 minutes. break record sia. haha.

then i saw arifin on the floor squating down. he looked uncomfortable so i run cum walk with him and ended up with 15.38 minutes. XD. but friends more important thne results mah. haha. so never mind lol. then later go to the council there de water cooler rest and sk came. he was jealous again haha. that i went with yb. XD. then slack there and forgot that the class waiting for us so quickly go back haha.

Then nth lol. went back to class and chem continued with abt 1/3 of the class slping haha. cause 2.4 eveyrone tired tired. then ms tay angry haha. but i am guai boy! i take down notes and keep quiet XD.

Recently dar very nice to me huh haha. thanks dar! Love dar.

Hmm... oh ya! that day sunday i went to Wild Wild wet with my relatives. 2 Aunt, 1 Aunt Bf, 2 babies, 1 cousin, 1 Sister, 1 extra sister bf. haha. then went to play lol. but before that went to visit my ah ma first cause she suddenly cannot recongise my maid who had been taking care of her since last year december

Then went to eat in ikea.... Cause ikea close to wild wild wet mah haha. then went into wild wild wet and went to play water lol. then cause the stupid extra sister bf go spash water on baby2 (Rayes) then the baby shocked and dun dare go into the water. haha. then when we jsut wanted to go play then another baby1 dun dare to go. haizz..

then i stay at kiddy pool with that baby lol. stay for a bt 1 hour then my aunt come back with baby 2 who decided to slp haha. then i went to play.. WEE. then play the family big big tube de. haha .then got those like Camera shots where u can buy the picture de. but we just keep missing no matter how we try haha.

Then we got free KFC! haha. cause the mother of a friend of my aunt working there thne give us free de haha. so shoik. then on the way home Baby2 (Rayes) too tired then cause he sitting on my lap then he fallen asleep while drinking his milk haha. then he just lie on me till we reach home lol.

Yup. nth much ler. haizz i still miss her.... bye

Quek

2008-03-22T08:31:00.000-07:00

Well here i am once again haha. firstly... wanna sae Sorry Sumimasen to all my friends cause i been such a sore loser and a arrogant one haha all these years haha. and thanks a lot for bearing with me haha. THANK YOU! give u all a kiss want? XD

Hmm... maybe this time i reali learnt something bah. but i reali dun understand what does that person want. i wanna start again and u sae i irritating... i wanan let go and u sae u sad... then exactly what do u want me to do? So i'm going to take Ginie's advice and let nature take its course.

Oh ya.. wanna specially thank Ginie, Sk, Fin, Toni, Howard and Marc chan haha. Ginie reali gives good advice... haha. next time u need advice then go to her bah haha

Hmm... EH! Ma Ying Jiu won the Taiwan president haha. so happy. i on his side de haha. cause my parents always discuss abt this topic then eventually i was "Tornado" into the matter too haha. aft listening on both sides then i decide on Ma Ying Jiu. haha. so random XD

Today ah... went to piano in the morning then went home and Cabaled a while hehe. MUST STOP ALL THESE DISTRACTION! ARGH! then went to fin house but quite not happy haha. The read Full Metal de comic. haha. sorry to fin who did almost everything XD

Hmm thne went to some auntie de place haha. then went back to AMK cause the adults need to go to my Grandma's shop to have a meeting on where to go pray for Great Grandma haha. then i went around shopping on my own lol. but never buy anything.

Dun u just hate those times when u finally got $$ and there is nth to buy? then when u no money then got a a lot of things to buy de. haha. so irritating.

Yup. jsut blog till here bah. Love. :)

This blog will be deleted soon

2008-03-18T05:48:00.001-07:00

see no use. see no need. see no reasons.bye. Delete blog or should just block people...

I can't stand to fly...

2008-03-13T08:35:00.000-07:00

ooo.. lets tok abt choir camp first bah since everyone so concern abt choir camp haha.

First day went there then play games and had a reharsal. mrs sassrak said that she very tired cause tat was her 3rd class then she still got 4th one. then i thought die liao cause she will bad mood. but in the end it turned out well haha. with all the jokes and everything. haha. aft that went for dinner and games lol.

Then ms chen keep forcing us to slp. irritating. whats the point of a camp if u sleep?! thne not fun ler mah. but in the end all the juniors slept la. mi sk toni fin slept in 1 bunk and chatted haha. then slept for 2 hours. then i suddenly woke up and sk also suddenly woke up. so shocking haha. then we cannot slp so played psp. XD. so end of first day

second day.... (Eh i realised that my laptop the T button got problem. so if i type anything that looks werid just try add the T in. Must go fix it liao...) went to fund feista. quite stupid i find it. its suppose to raise money for the FA people but then i was told that the FA people were also forced to donate. not reali force la. but those kind of like teacher tell u must put 20 bucks then if u dun have then will haunt u. then nth to do. 8-12 the time seems to pass so slow. then we (liyu xuan agnes sk toni fin rayner howard me) just go to the big rock there and rest.

then saw mrs ismail! thne just nice got the song Beautiful Girls then we sang You're Way To Beautiful Mrs Ismail... XD. then i tink mrs veda heard and she was laughing very happily haha. then mrs veda went on a bike and just keep laughing and getting high... i tink her first time on bike sia XD haha. but she was reali high haha. then went to cycle too. and pang sei howard cause he never cycle SORRY HOWARD!

Then aft the thing ended then went back to school and everyone was like sunbrunt and tired. eyes closing. then mrs sassrak sick and gloria lead reharsal... it was like .....................................
haha. then we gave up on History 101. and it turned out to be a slping sectionals for seniors and singing for juniors. Then just sing and then eat. then watch Phantom of the Opera. quite nice. addicted to the songs. Sarah Brightman (The lead actress) can reali sing nice sia.

Then water bomb! haha. ran around throwing at juniors. XD. specially girls who can reali scream XD. then bath and was quite irratated by sk cos ask him go bath then he dun want then jsut lie there. then i just ownself go lol. Irritating... Then eat supper and help wei lih kill asure laoshan but in the midst mrs koh come check then no choice lol. haha.

then i help mi and sk kill asure when i went back home. haha. heard that wei lih never kill XD. then must slp again. this time i reali slept haha. heard the girls came in to check whne i slping. wasted haha.

Third day was quite fun la. just preparing for the repitiore or whatever. then got pizza where onli 1 person 1 piece but then when parents come onli 1 box left... then found out some people ate like 5 pizzas! argh. then serve parents and went to sing for them la. whole tenor pang sei mi in Barbar Ann. then make mi feel like i sing wrong... Argh.. haha. its oakes. XD.

then aft that the sec 4s made a speech cause last camp ler. basically onli mi and li yu speech la haha. then zhiqing started crying. then jeremy. then i see jeremy cry i also cry ler haha. so pai seh. first time cry in public. then everyone started crying... even Zhu Hui! who is a sec 1 and not reali close. u noe those anti social de... but he cried sia haha. then everyone hug and went home.

Papa came to fetch hehe. But quite touching. last camp then cry liao. imgaine graduation ceremony... die! prepare tissues!!!! haha. that is the end of the camp la. jia you wor choir. i will miss u all alot de. although i noe some guys hate mi but who cares.. haha. i will still u guys! try to make jokes onli when suitable wor. dun be like mi haha. JIA YOU!

then nth liao recently found this new game call Cabal haha. then keep playing. quite nice. XD. relationship also quite.... dunno haha. friendship still okaes la. today saw a card called

Rules Of Happiness

1) make friends with people who onli make u happy and not those grouchy ones. cause that is what friends are for

The rest i cannot remember liao haha. but that is the impt one hey. yup. i go slp ler bah. nite.thanks for reading :)

OOOOO AAHHH EEEEE

2008-03-04T04:28:00.000-08:00

haha. hmm actually nth to blog abt la. lets chat abt my face! omg.... so much pimples haha. i tink i am metro sexual. haizz.. but who care haha. Its my life! My throat hurts like hell sian. Its the chili! but then i like to eat chili haha.

well recently dunno why, maybe is just that not feeling very well. My head feel like spilting haha. maybe very long never eat medicine liao ler. then like that lol. haha. Then recently have a god bro haha. You can start guessing haha.

well nth la. when smth happen then will blog kays? OH! now i staying with my cousin haha. Cause i tink his parents fight thne he come live with mi. haha. Yup.

I'm More Than A Guy In A Green Uniform...

2008-03-01T08:17:00.000-08:00

eh ello! haha. well today went to the drama show in NYJC. things went very ugly haha. at 1 plus sk and fin come my house then we play MH2 until 330 then fin sae that he very sleepy and wanna slp. Then we decided to go to amk first and try to meet them. Then walk walk walk and then meet them and realised that forget to tell zhiqing. thne tell zhiqing and she took 2 hours to come over haha. cannot blame her la. cause i never tell. my fault!

Then agnes came and everyone was there. Then agnes started complaining abt some stupid girl. Actually is seriously stupid. That girl is aruging with agnes for some guy. But the guy seems to be helping agnes. I meant that since that the guy had made the decision to help agnes then why continue to argue? Respect the guy's decision if u are his friend. What u are doing now is just making the relationship between agnes and the guy to be more sour. And making everyone hate you. Kinda stupid huh.

okaes so aft chatting with agnes abt that stupid girl for 2 hours, we went to take bus. Stupid 853 took like what 30 minutes to come. stupid sia. so li yu was already at nyjc at 7pm. we waited till 715 for zhiqing. then wait bus which is till 745. Then i tink li yu quite sian liao. cause she cannot go in without us. the tickets with us. Then took the bus and over shoot haha. Then took bus back and it was 830. Then walk walk walk and realised that it was the back gate of the school. then walk the whole 1 round.

The school is like what 8 times bigger than ours. Took 15 minutes to run cum walk. thne finally reach then li yu sae "Over ler..." then we just wait for her in the front gate then she sae "Interval" then we faster rush in la. so in total she wait for us fr 2 hours. SORRY LI YU! then we went into the lecture room which is the size of our hall (Imagine they got more than 4 lecture rooms there and every lecture room is the size of our hall and fully air conditioned and imgaine their hall....) haha

So aft u go their school thne will make u tink.... Where did all the money u give go to? haha. kidding. Then went to take bus lol. And went to amk de s11 to eat haha.

OH! while we were waiting at amk hub thne got free coke giving out. cause new type. Coke Zero. haha. its Zero nutrient and Zero energy. So u just drink for shoik.... Kinda dumb. XD. Then met Howard and gave him 1 bottle haha. cause we took 3 XD. then got 1 auntie took 7 sia. haha. then toni said smth stupid

Toni: "Eh we go buy a bottle of coke and go exchange!"

Sk: "Then u will be paying for the coke as well right?"

Toni:" Oh Ya..."

haha. quite dumb. haha.ya la. then eat and chin ying felt uncomfortable. Haizz. Hope she gets better. well thats all la. SORRY LI YU! :)

Long BLEAH!

2008-02-15T07:43:00.000-08:00

haha.super long time never post liao ler. since 4 of feb? haha. such a long time.well i shall update or else people like SK will nag at mi. quite stupid huh. Well today i never go out la. actually planning to go AManda de house but then becos of certain reasons then never go lol. i also quite tired actually then i went piano and come back, studied for 2 hours and went to slp again haha.

i slept till 5 haha. from 2 sia. so shoik. so nth much today to chat abt lol. lets chat abt yesterday which is friday. our school had emergency exercise abt a bomb threat and we suppose to go to the neighbouring blocks. but i seriously wonder sia. If i am a terrorist right, i will bomb the whole area and not just the school what. Lame. haha. then we went to the field to gather and i saw someone bring a UMBRELLA! haha.

So i tink that the person tinks "Since i stand in the hot sun also kana bomb then i might as well bring umbrella" haha. then nth lol. went to gather in the hall for debrief aft the whole exercise. then our principal started toking crap abt what police call him sae got bomb. but thne why bother to tell us all these when we noe they are fake de.

then went to amk with juniors go walk walk walk walk walk walk walk walk. haha. i just type a few more so that my post will look long haha. walk walk walk walk. SO FUN! XD. shit. i going crazy haha. then went ot northpoint with ari de fin haha. so cool i like that name. Ari De Fin haha. Den bought a expensive present which cost mi arund 50 in total. haizz. but i owe her a present mah. haha

Monday got 4 testes sia. Crazy teachers. the school policy says that 1 day onli can have 3 testes in total lol. then now got 4 and the teachers dun care. what the hell is this sia. then thye expect us students to follow policies. must set good examples urself first mah.

Hmm... nth much ler la. looking forward to tonight but dunno why. haha. waiting for surprises to happen but dun tink anyone will remember mi in their weekends. haizz.. SOMEONE CALL ME!

Werid Days

2008-02-04T07:06:00.000-08:00

hmm.. recently dunno why just super werid. maybe its after the yx incident thne everyone like werid werid de. haizz. or maybe its the raining days that cause the inner lonliness of people to show. people just seems to be more cold recently. My cough also getting worse ler. and i'm very tired.

That day i went to MR Ng's concert and there is one song which is written abt the person tired of life and yearns for death. Very confused feeling nowadays... is this the feeling of being in a relationship? but the previous one did not feel this way. Maybe i lost confidence in friendships and relationships and all the other ships. Sometimes u just feel that maybe a long sleep will be good for you.

The feeling is more like heartbreaking feeling. maybe its all the arguement around mi. is there reali people who truely cares? or are they just friends that will leave one day? or am i turning into a emotionless person?

What is love?

What is friendship?

What is truely caring?

What is holding on?

I think that the person who truely find the answers to these questions are really gain enlignment. No humans can escape the claws of the devil. not me, not you, not us. only people who is crazy can escape the claws of the devil. Imgaine 1 life of just walking around without having to worry for food and other troubles....i'm crazy...

This Weekend...

2008-01-20T05:09:00.000-08:00

well nth much this weekend la. went to piano at saturday then went swimming with SK who keeps koping my new goggles haha. then went to sun tan a while but i dun seem darker sia. haha. Haizz. white people no matter how much sun tan also no use de . then beside Sk is a muscular man with a quite big de **** la. but then very short haha. then mi and SK went back into the pool and we started playing the slide in safra yishun.

then before we went up to the slide, we saw 3 huge man climbing the stairs to the slide. then we are like 0.0 haha. is like u imagine the kiddy slide got a lot of children waiting then got 3 muscular man waiting behind them. haha. mi and sk laugh like hell sia. then we both went up to the slide also. the slide is built so that it passes 2 "Caves" haha. more like human built holes. then sk tried to hide in 1 of these "Caves"

haha. means like he sit half way then forces himself to stop then climb onto the rocks of the "CAves" haha. then the lifeguard caught him and ask him to come down haha. so stupid. haha. then went to bath in the men's shower la. then we were tinking weather we should go to ARifin house becos he cannot go out. then we call and in the end his mother dun let us go his house. so Sk came to my house and we play psp lol. haha.

Then go see ah ma and come home slp ler. very tired for no reason haha. then today never go out la. stay at home and slacked but i finished my english compo haha. now still got maths. haizz. haha. well nth to blog ler. bye bye XD

Sk Is Despo

2008-01-17T04:09:00.000-08:00

I Tink recently sk just too free la haha. so he just keep coming to my blog haha. these few day ms ********************* went to camp so i sian sian haha. tink she give the instrutor her phone or smth. haizz. well actually recently also nth happen la. Pin liang is reali a nice guy haha. so random.

I DROPPED MY PHONE! Shito! haha. now got scratch. i bored liao. CHANGE PHONE! haha. iphone seems nice. haha. i reali nth to sae leh. just blog for blogging. but i very sad i failed my maths test. but my mother never even scold mi which makes mi more guilty. haizz. i so sad. i brought shame to my family sia. haizz. somemore is fail until cannot fail de. need full marks next test to pass. BUT I CAN DO IT DE!

Haizz. i must never ever fail again. this is the first and last time. hmm.. then choir also lol. haizz. my timing sucks... recently very low on confidence liao. but still Alicia keys rocks! she is the few of the female artist that does not go half naked 24/7 XD.

Wanna thank sk and fin and some blur sotong who encouraged mi. thank you. then i actually also nth to chat liao. recently maybe hormones growing haha. then when bored then just specially curious in ******** stuff haha. but just play play onli la. XD. well nth to blog ler. bye bye XD

Its The Start Of Something New.

2008-01-11T08:32:00.000-08:00

well 9/1/08 haha. i found out that mi and Sk should sing more those lover songs haha. although i always lose my notes but then we sound nice. haha. hmm... recently nth la. just sweetness lol. becos got a lot of sweets in my house haha. then choir la. fight with some people haha. then just everyday choir here choir there

Many people say that we should not have the tuesday sectionals and sae my fault for suggesting it. very sad sia. then someone mother still sae i Clever enough then still must act clever. haizz. well i feel that for the choir to move on and to a gold choir this is a need and not just a want. I'm sure everyone wants a Gold in 2009 then too bad have to work hard lol.

Hmm.. then the sec 1 coming in lol. somehow i feel that maybe 1 of them have a crush on mi. very scary. haha. ever since **** ***** then i very scared of people having crush on mi. even girls la. haha. Or maybe i just anyhow tink onli haha. hmm.. then also the sec 1 have caused mi and Li Yu quite some trouble haha. becos we are despo want the sec 1 to stay haha

Then fight with some people la. dun want chat abt that becos later people angry so i keep my thoughts to myself. i'm sure some of the people feel the same way as mi haha.

Then erm... abt 9/1/08 then i tink better dun sae haha. now i very into the mood of dancing. very long never like that ler hhaa. where is XiaoMarc when i need him? XD. lets form a dance group on our own. haha. onli for those enthu de! haha.

Today also have SL sectionals. Ms Chen sae that tenors and bass are the ones delaying choir. :(. somemore both sections is i teach de... haizz. i must work hard! who says Band are the ones capable of Gold with Honours?! haha.

Choir please work hard! we can do this de!

New year...

2008-01-05T07:22:00.000-08:00

hey its the new year. EMO! haha. recently maybe becos of tired then quite emo emo la. so now i finding something to entertain myself so that i will not tink of emo stuff haha. DUN TINK SICK! specially people like li yu, yunxuan,agnes. haha. they are all sickos. haha. kidding la.

Hmm.. just tinking that i like good for nothing. sing also dun sing well. studies also not very good. humour also not enough. somemore irritating. haizz...

Sec 1 audition these few days and i realised that more people are interested in soccerr, uniform group. specially Npcc and Ncc land haha. good for them la. haha. THEY ARE BORING! haha. kidding la. some of the sec 1 reali sings well. and some reali enthu but this year Ms choo or Mrs sassarak (If i dun spell it wrong) very picky. cause she onli want the best. dun want those just come in and slack de.

Hmm... but the Normal Tec are reali some attutidude. haha. no offences. but is not that people wanna judge the Normal tecs but is they dun wanna cherish themselves. too bad then. be look down by people forever if you will not change ur attitude. but i found 1 guy who sang super nice and wanna join choir in the Normal tec. the rest of the guys i just throw out of the room haha.

Well maybe i also delete my blog like SK bah haha. also no one de.

Great-Grandma Went off to a Nicer place

2008-01-01T04:23:00.000-08:00

Well my great-grandma went to a nicer place. Actually anywhere also better than Earth. If that place is nice then i wanna go too. So recently very busy running from my house to my grandma house haha. my great-grandma is 98 years old haha. pro right? Actually i not the biggest inside family de grandson. still got a small boy who is primary 1 but then he onli primary 1 so as the 2nd biggest grandson then i have to go take care of everything lol.

Then i go there be baby sitter. the adults all very busy becos must fold the paper which will be burnt later haha. then the babies stick to mi la. Matthew (My cousin) onli cares to play PSP. then my sister onli go at 12am cause she works at Expo. then left mi lol. then play with babies and run after them.

Then hmm... eat there also lol. The food so nice la haha. eat until i so fat. then got the praying ceremony. which u are suppose to be there and the monks chant. Wao kao... the monks chat 1 word need 1 minute leh. i tink even choir dun have such long breathe. 1 page is like 15 words and there are 40+ pages. then some parts u have to kneel down and stand up. kneel down and stand up. I'm sure LI YU likes this part becos she will stare at other people's behind. XD. SHE IS SUCH A SICKO! haha. kidding onli la

Erm. then nth else lol. tmr start school ler. hope its a new year haha. :)

Hmm... Christmas!

2007-12-25T08:55:00.000-08:00

well lets blog abt the christmas party yesterday night haha. "fever" haha. went to Norpoint early in my nice nice shirt and help cousin choose her christmas gift. so last minute sia haha. then saw my cousin who is the orgainser of the party and he went to get his christmas gift for his Girlfriend. ( I see the bloodline) haha.

Then go party. lots of food haha. then can see quite a lot of cousins dun like my sister bf XD. haha. no offences but he should try to have some manners. some things cannot be build in just 1 meeting. You expected people to be so friendly to u in 1 meeting ah? sit also sit glam la. sit till so unglam. people not toking to u also u reply.

hmm... Then they started playing majong and i just sit there. haha. everyone in the family knows majong sia. onli mi and my grandma. GRANDMA I LOVE YOU HEHE. cause my mother ask mi dun learn when i was small. then i dun learn la. dun wanna be like my sister learn gambling then like hook with her bf who is hook with gambling.

Then later sae go home and i realised... MY SHOE GOT STOLEN AGAIN! assholes sia. 2nd time liao leh this year. then i got super sad cause i was reflecting ot myself

"What have i done wrong that santa wanna treat mi like that?"

then tink tink and more tink more sad haha. then wanted someone to tok to. luckily got Jujubi and Dar Dar. haha. LOVE YA LOTS AND LOTS!

Then today went out with Sk+fin+Agnes+Zh+Zh de brother. haha. then went around shopping lol. but never find anything to buy. so sad. finally have $$ to buy stuff then nth to buy haha. then most $$ on eating la. haha. then went back to AMK to play lan haha. the usual place. and surpise that we played 2 hours onli sia haha.

Counterstrike was so fun la. but i was bored when i died so i started singing "Don't Cha" haha. then irrate arifin haha. funny la. then they shooting each other then i "Don't cha wish ur girlfriend was hot like mi" haha.

Then went for dinner at northpoint without ZH haha. then went to buy comics and went to john little to buy my facial stuff haha. 20 bucks sia! but never mind. Christmas present for myself! hehehe.

Then come back home and rot lol. haha. still quite saddened la. but never mind la. not like i have a choice. this lesson taught mi to cherish my stuff!

well MERRY CHRISTMAS! :)

Saturday....

2007-12-22T01:55:00.000-08:00

Well today woke up very very late like around 12 SO LATE! well yesterday arond 2 then sleep mah so of course will slp late today la. Today missed my piano lesson at 11am haha. then i call my music centre and they said that i cna go at 2.20pm SO NICE! haha. so i went lol. And learn new song muahaha!

Yesterday.... I went to Racial Harmony meeting we chat there tok tok tok until the topic of SEX CHANGE! haha. then got 1 guy horny sia. "I am trying to control myself" haha. he said that and everyone move away from him haha. well cannot reali blame him cause he sec 2 onli mah. will be curious abt this kind of things de haha. i was like that too.. haha.

Then aft that went to play LAN with toni and sk. Kana thrashed by strangers at CounterStrike haha. then aft that Sk ask mi to go his chruch cause got special event for christmas. Then WE (Mi and Dave) went there and listen to the "Theories" no offence but did not reali touched mi haha.

Then got break. So as usual, Typical, dave and mi and sk sit at the stairs there and play PSP! then when we stand up and turn back and suddenly some guy tok to us

He: "Hey.. Anyone interested to fight crimson Fatalis together?"

WAO KAO! he super cute la. not those gay cute but those innocent cute! SUPER! even the straight guy SK sae that he is cute la. his eyes is super big and watery de. CUTE sia! then as usual i was looking around for that cute guy. then Sk sae maybe newcomer cause never see him b4. then in the end still never see him again. Haizz.. should had gotten his number haha

I also got see 1 girl very beautiful. she play the piano for the chruch band then she play so nice haha. i tink i fall for girls who play the piano de haha. but then i also never get the number la. haha.

Then later DAve see people take out lightstick then he want also then later... HE SAW 1 ON THE FLOOR! but he pai seh to take haha. just nice the pastor come over and pick up the lightstick and put it on the chair infront of DAve. Then DAve was like O.O haha. then of course SK stop him from taking it but when we leave DAve still took the lightstick haha.

Then went to coffeeshop and play PSP! then very late ler. around 1am. then DAve sit taxi home and fetch mi to the interchange! THANK YOU DAVE! haha. then i realised that there was no more bus.....................................so i thought "Well walking home and listening to radio is not a bad idea" so i took a look at my phone...Its writes "Battery Low..." then it turn off.................... then i jsut walked home lonely, silent, sad, scared (i was scared that people will rape mi... I AM CUTE OKAES?!) haha.

that is why i slp late. when i was returning from piano today, i saw something so touching. its like a very old couple, 80++. then the lady was not able to walk and have to sit on a wheelchair. then the guy cycle his bicycle and fix the wheelchair to the bicycle and cycled the lady around. it was so tiring for the guy that he had to take a break for every 5 minutes. eh... imagine u 80+++ la. then hair also white ler. still so sweet and loving. i wanted to take a picture but then like very rude haha.

Thats ALL!!

Long Long Time Ago!

2007-12-15T21:22:00.000-08:00

haha. been like 12 days since i updated. haha. so plain lazy. rather watch XXX than blog haha. well lets chat abt.....XXX! haha. You people with ur sicko minds. XXX= Xiuxian Xtreme. SICKOS! what happened in my life ah? Hmm.. OH YA GENTING!

well i went to genting from 11/12 to 13/12 haha this is for those that did not even noe i was gone haha. Specially sorry to Arifin becos i always thought that i smsed him but actually i did not haha. tink is my brain got a bit off liao. I thought i told fin that i went genting but actually i did not haha. sorry fin!

Hmm my sister de BF also got go up with us. so EXTRA! morever he so big size that the car was so cramp and i have no place to slp. Fat ass sia. then go up to genting somemore still slp in the same room and i have to watch them so they will not do anyhting wrong. haizz. stupid BF.

My cousins and i came out with a theory that if u are a girl then ur bf will somehow resembles ur father and that bf will last long. If u are a guy then ur gf will somehow resembles ur mother and that gf will last long.

So.. my sister de bf actually resembles my father... Big Tummy buldging out, Low education,Good in bowling. Thats all. BUt to be honest, i dun reali like my sister de BF. He does not have the manners of being infront of others or even seniors or relatives. He will still like tickle my sister and play with her infront of others. Its so rude.

Well forget abt the BF. who cares man haha. went to genting and ate lots of ice cream! WEE! haha. so happy. then never buy much stuff la. but then my money like keep dissappearing even when i never buy a lot of things. so werid right? haha. Eat And Eat And Eat. haha. fat sia.

Then nth much la. just like that lol. did not reali enjoyed it haha.

Now lets tok abt my piano performace... Was suppose to perform for christmas for my school but i got canceled :( every pianoist got cnancel la. cause they want the band to perform. maybe my piano too noob then cannot perform haha.

Well i tink recently i save alot of sms haha. decided not to sms anyone unless someone sms mi just in case others sae i irritating again. so I realised that no one sms mi. unless people like sk or fin wanna go out then will sms. well whatever... I have myself to hold together haha.

Well tmr got painting wor haha. Nth much to blog now la haha. Next time alright?

Lnog Time No Blog!

2007-12-04T08:44:00.000-08:00

hmm.. its been a very long time but then today i never go choir. :( becos i sick today then mother ask mi dun go to choir. well tmr have to do the pizza party stuff liao but then i tink i finish ler la. onli need to see what favours the choir like and how many pieces. the amazing race also almost done. tmr then do the amazing race with SK. haha.

Well i still cannot get over her. haizz. well must jia you a bit haha. somehow i onli remember those sweet moments but not those when we fought and cold war. maybe its suppose to be like that bah. give mi more time to forget abt her... hmmm.... i dunno what else i cna do to forget her hhaa.

actually today also nothing to blog abt la. haha. stayed at home then went to ikea to buy mummy's pillow wearing like a eskimo... then went to hospital visit grandma haha. kinda irony. i sick then go hospital visit grandma. i tink will worsen haha. well chrismas is coming and i hope that this year will not end up with it crying again. haizz. but this year my birthday did not went well so i doubt abt chrismas la.

Well now holidays kinda miss Yongbang, Zhanhong,Sze an. haha. some random people. Xiao marc also and ruishan and MRS ISMAIL! XD. i love those time when she just randomly scold people and i will burst out laughing for 2 periods haha. and those Environmental Ambassors meeting where confirm something stupid will happen de. and i will sit there alone laughing like a mad cow XD

Well tmr i going to dave de house to play bah. tinking of buying a musical box for my grandma haha. music calms the soul. i truely believe that. cause everytime it will hold mi up again! MUSIC~~~ Makes the People~~~ Cum Together~~~ opps.... wrong word... COME TOGETHER* yeah! haha. those who are tinking sick.... SICKOS!!! i tink li yu is one haha. she is a ti ko! (in the TH slang) XD

BACK!

2007-11-25T01:30:00.000-08:00

well i'm back from my trip to malaysia haha. firstly and most importantly.. i wanna say sorry to choir becos i last minute then sae i going overseas then never go on the open house performace. so irreponsible act. but then i rarely spend time with family so i decided to put this trip first. Overall, i enjoyed it haha. hmm... over there i did quite a lot of thinking and decided that since things are over then just let it be bah.

Well.. some things hold on to it also no use. onli will cause unhappiness. So i decided to put HER down. and get on with my life. maybe my life will be better haha.. SO BYE BYE! :)

Now got another thing on my mind. should i start? well give mi some time alright? haha. This trip is quite enjoyable becos i seem to be more relax aft that. now have the courage to try again liao ler. And i finally put down those who have girlfriend then dun want friend de people liao. haha. who cares abt those kind of person? CHEY! haha. joking la. i noe he still cares but NOT SHOWING IT! haha.

Well shall decicate this paragraph to YUNXUAN. Jia you girl. dun make any regrets in ur life. as i said, some aeroplane may come flyying down and bang into ur head. or u may be dragged into a chocolate factory and melt into chocolate! haha. so gather ur courage! ROAR!

Hmm.. thanks to those people who pei mi walk so long liao ler. haha. i will cheer up de! :)

ITs Over

2007-11-18T04:58:00.000-08:00

Haizz... Actually i predicted this would happen after the first week when u never replied my msgs. Didn't it happen the same last year? the same thing, around the same time,same problem. haha. i sohuld had just broke when its the first week. but i just wanted to wait and see whether there is a chance that something will change. guess it did not haha.

I love you too much to make you stay... tink this time we better dun stay as friends anymore. becos the same thing is going to happen again if this continue. lets destroy any thing between us bah. OH! something changed this time... I no longer have any one there for mi ler. Well learn to be independent by Xiuxian......

Stronger

2007-11-15T21:05:00.000-08:00

Well i thought it through in my chalet and camp at ubin...

In this world there is no one who will hold mi when i fall

There is no one who will prevent me from falling

I given up hope in searching for these people

I must be independent and stand on my own once again when i fall

There is no one that i can trust

Friends.... just people who craps and makes you laugh

Even families

I must depend on no one even my own girl

Well letting it go seems to be better for me

My shoulders seems to be lighter now

Should you be happy or sad?

CampTeen!

2007-11-13T07:45:00.000-08:00

finally i got enough "courage" to push myself to the com and start blogging haha. lazy me sia. haha. well... IT ROCKS MAN! although everyday also do project and NO FLYING FOX. (FYI. i am looking forward to every chance of a Flying Fox aft the sec 3 camp) haha. but i made lots of new friends haha. reali very happy!!!

Day 1

Went to the place in the early early cold cold morning haha. Fetched Sk there too becos he came below my block at 7am to sit my car. Then reach there and BLur Blur walk around to find a place to put my bag haha.then went into the room and grabbed a chair and sat down...then i look around then saw this girl beside mi haha. so i thought....

"hmm.. i came this camp to make friends and racial harmony..."

Mi: "Hi. I'm xiuxian from ang mo kio secondary. *SMILES*"

Her :"Erm.....I'm Debra from NUS High"

I turned my head around immediately and showed the depressed face at sk who was laughing at mi... First person i tok to then is from NUS high. Idiotproof. haha. Then we went to the gathering hall and resgitered and played some game. haha. then mi and sk boarded the same bus and went off with group A to chinatown. then got this guy sitting beside mi... so...

Mi:" HI!!! I'm xiuxian from ang mo kio secondary. You? *SMILES*"

Him: "Erm...hi...I'm moses from Raffles"

once again..... sk was laughing his head off and i was depressed...

Him:"Eh.. dun like that la. people always ask mi to shut up when i tell them that i'm from Raffles"

Mi:"Guess what....Shut up"

Him"*Depressed*

haha. then we started to be retarded and found out that Moses is a fun guy haha. First friend!! WEE!! haha. then becos we sitting in the last row of the bus so there is 5 sits. then i look to my right and saw this guy who was Emo Emo.

Mi:"Hi.. I'm xiuxian. You?"

Him:"I'm jian nan. *Looks Away*"

And of course i am depressed again... haha. then the other side of the row is REY! hahah. he very fun de. then we chat and play and act retarded together. Us= Rey+Moses+Shaokwang+Mi. Then we started playing the DAoing game haha. means when someone toking then u try to use words to shut him up

ETC...

"Go on Go on"

"Guess what.. Shut up"

"Funny ah?"

haha. then went to china town and went through some heritage stuff la. then blah blah blah. (Lazy to type haha.)

then went back to toa payoh and i was grouped into purple and took our bags and left for Ubin. when we reach the jetty then becos the boat full ler then the purples had to wait for the second one. then when the second one came...

Instructor: "Folo mi. but walk slow *Started to moon walk*"

*walk Walk Walk*

Instructor:"Eh you see that boat so cool! Can reverse de!"

Mi:"Ya.... Just Like Your Moon Walk" XD

Instructor:"Okaes lol. you like that. HMPH!"

then retarded instructor then went on the boat and went to UBIN! haha. then had lunch which was quite oakes la. the bunks also quite good. got bed somemore sia. haha. then went to do some cheers and skit planning with my purples. then thats almost all for the first day la. OH! and moses is scared of any possible bugs XD. even a fly... XD

Day 2

woke up and reported for breakfast at 7.30 am. then made new friends! Africa(What she wants others to call her),Rina,Humairah,Aqilah(I call her A Killer) Xd.they are all malays and super retarded! haha. just like mi! WEE! my Tong Lei haha.then we got high over Milo which was super nice. tink that the people added special ingredients! then we keep singing abt milo haha. then went to the E learning room and played some games.

One of them call Jump! like u form a square then have 4 people. then when the first person sae JUMP then everyone must jump. whoever jump into the same line as the person who said jump will be out of the game.

The Guy:" JUMP!"

Mi:"*Stoning*"

then i blur blur walk out of the square haha. then we had camp fire that nite. then everyone was getting high haha. then they paly music like "Move it Move It I Like To... MOVE IT" haha. then people dance around and get high. haha.
then went back to bunk la. bathed and prepared to slp. nothing funny la. haha.

Milo Cheer!

"I sae Mi And You sae Lo"

"Mi"

"Lo"

"Mi"

"LO"

"I sae we love you sae milo"

"We love"

"Milo"

"we love"

"Milo"

haha. we were getting high the whole day haha.

Day 3

we had a lecture of 3 hour abt doing a project. then we suppose to start doing. sat on the floor the whole day sia. back ache haha. then mi and my gang of malays getting high again. (you put retarded people together and they will be high forever!!!!) haha. then we started singing some stupid tamil song that is about eating a dumbo haha. like WTH!!! haha.

hm.. then do the project and had a presentation then got this group doing on SPORTS Other Able. to put in simplier form is Sports for the handicapped. then during the presentation... got Q&A so a girl asked a question...

Girl:"Ermm... May i know whether the handicapped will be provided with wheel chairs or they have to bring their own?"

Then everyone started laughing. dunno purposely or just idiotproof hhaa.DUH they have to bring their own. or what? fly there? haha. then do project lol.. sian sian

Day 4

The mayor came to ubin for our presentation. then it was so boring!!! and everyone started slping... imagine 3 nights of not good slp and then u have to go through some 3 hour lecture. OMG! then it was so bored that i decided to draw!! haha. upload pics later. haha. then finally finish and did our skit which is abt some horny guy trying to take a girl to geylang and guess who gave lots of idea? XD. then everyone was sad to leave.. but good things must come to an end.

I LOVE PURPLES! I LOVE EGGPLANTS! I LOVE SUPEDE UMES!

Just A toy...

2007-11-07T02:11:00.000-08:00

Maybe i'm just for ur entertainment bah. no one reali cares what i feel. those who care also have someone else they care more. As long as that someone is around then i am worthless again. Dun ask me why i so Zi bi and Emo but ask urself first had u been there for mi...

Mr A: This is coming from the bottom of my heart. trust mi i reali am dissapointed in u that much. i did try my best for our friendship this year but u seem just unable to get pass last year. since u are unable to get pass then just leave it bah. i dun wanna care abt whether u sad or not liao. the trust we have is gone. . Taking things from mi as if i am suppose to give it to u. i noe friends are suppose to share but do u even treat mi as 1? Today shall be the last day i'm giving in bah. bye!

Mr B: I dun blame you becos u urself already have a lot of problems to solve and emo also. Things such as love is fated de. If things cannot make it out then i suggest that u just let go. hanging on will just make u more miserable.

Mr C:Hmmm... Well luckily i did not fall for ur promise yesterday night haha. becos it will never come true de. dun make empty promises ever again. becos u will jsut forget abt the promise u made when there is someone else with you. Good luck with your life man.

well. i dun even noe why i'm protecting their names. they may call mi immature, reflect on urself. but guess what? I DUN CARE! tok abt mi for all u want. hate mi for all you want. becos i am never going to cry again for u.

Breakdown....

2007-11-04T04:42:00.000-08:00

utterly disappointed... i broke down once i reach home and locked the door. spent so much effort to save our friendship but in the end its still like that. What have i done to derserve this. FORGET IT LA! everything is wrong in the first place. my friends my gf even mi coming to this world is wrong. i just wanna go somewhere and forget everything in this world. Everyday i walk that same old road back with the risk of breaking down anytime. I am reali tired leh........Just forget it. i dun wanna care. i dun wanna know. i dun want anything anymore. trust, love, concern.

Thought things changed. but everything single thing just went back to the way it was last year except this year i have no one to call to anymore....

I LOVE THE PERFORMACE!

2007-11-02T10:53:00.000-07:00

haha.today went to dunno what hotel la. onli know that it is a 5 star hotel haha. i remember the hotel becos got 1 time mi and my sister went to orchard shop then wanted to dodge the rain so went in and act rich XD. haha. well then went into the super squeezy room. can i start scolding the juniors here? YES! haha. well those guy juniors very ungentlemen la. they go in the immediately sit on the seats and play PSP leaving the girls standing with their costumes. So not men sia!! haha. even Mrs Koh agrees la. haizz...

To Juniors:" Please be more mature and gentlemen becos no one going to like you if u all like that. and is very bad to mistreat the ladies"

Well lets continue. XD. Hmm.. then went to eat "dinner" which is like sandwhich.... then all the guy juniors choing the sandwhiches so Kiah Su. then i never get to eat haha. then cause half the room needs to be used by the other performacers so we need to move our stuff to 1 side of the room. then hor i see the girls moving the bags and stuff so Xin Gu then the guy juniors were fighting for coffee............ GROW UP SIA!

but i am very happy with the results of the singing haha. well done tenors... tink we still need sectionals for Jian Dan Ai. haha. well i was the MC for the perfomace and i was shaking sia. ARGH! haha. so pai seh. my face dunno where to put liao ler. haha. ARGH. BUT I SO PROUD OF TENORS haha. specially Ti Or Or.XD. Well Tenors JIA YOU! I have Faith in you all! WHOOSH!

Yunxuan Dun sad la. still got the 7 flowers accompany u mah. haha.
7 flowers = Agnes+Mi+Yunxuan+Liyu+Sk+arifin+jestoni
YAY! cheer up xuan! haha. WE love you.. dunno abt them but I LOVE YOU :)

Today The Chori Exchange WAs Fun

2007-11-01T05:41:00.000-07:00

hehe. today dunno what school de choir come to our school for chori exchange. then mi and sk lead the icebreaker and SK SUCKS AT EXPLAINING GAMES XD. haha. well i tink volume still the main problem becos when sk explaining then everyone was toking. then i got too irritaed then i took over sk and explain the game la. haha. becos my voice very loud what then everyone very silent hehehe. then played the wACKo. but then hor... some people veyr enthu but then soem very sian. they dun run de. they just walking around with the emotionless face. XD

Oh I REMEMber.. Tink Is Bendemeer Sec XD. those who wanna go find "Friends" can go friendster. but dun tink got a lot of choice haha. well i saw this super cute guy XD. Actually he not looking cute la. he looks like a normal and mature and tall guy. just like SK but bigger la. The bigger parts are muscles not fats. XD. well he look at mi then i of course smile la becos he is guest mah. then he smile back like shy shy then i was like errr........ then when they going then he :"Bye XIUXIAN" i was like.............................................. CUTE! XD

Haha. quite fun la. their conductors also qutie fun but very gay...... and hor.. i realised that the other school de choir onli 2 guys taller than mi leh. so werid de.. they also can stay quiet when they wait outside the AVA room... WOW! my section cannot even stop! haha. then we learn new song with them. conducted with AARon.. becos i shy hehe. then see my juniors sit like Ah Beng like that. so slack. then i embrassed them in front of the guest

Me : "Please Wait A Moment..."

*Silence*

Me : "Daoqian RongHwee Zhe Yu! Is This How You Sit When You Going To Sing?!"

Then they pai seh and eveyrone stare at them but they still slack. same notes through out but still can sing wrong WOW! haha. they must buck up la. please man! haizz.. well Nth else to blog ler la. whole stomach full of MSG becos went to eat some cheap jap food with my juniors then eat the UDON. The whole freaking soup is just water + MSG. XD. but i sing seriously cannot make it too hahaha. well dun blog ler la. or else next time nth to blog haha!

OH! This sunday all seniors going to sentosa to check the amazing race wor! those interested can come SENIORS ONLI! XD

Relationship+Friendship

2007-10-26T20:46:00.000-07:00

RELATIONSHIP

Its Is Just Like A Mirror

I'm Standing Inside While You Are Outside

No Matter How Much I Scream To You, You Cannot Hear

I Cried But you Cannot see

I'm Just Waiting For You To Come Talk To Mi

Sometimes I Would Scream So Loud For You That You Find Mi Irrating

I Am Lonely In The Mirror But You Seem To Be Quite Happy Outside Without Mi

The Mirror Is Starting To Crack

When I Decided To Break The Mirror And Come Out, You Just Came And Talk To Mi

I Then Decided To Not Break The Mirror But The Cracks Are Still There

The Cracks Are Getting Bigger But You Dun Seem To Care

I'm Just Waiting And Waiting For Something Thats Not Going To Happen

FRIENDSHIP

I'm Just Like A Bridge

I Connect 2 Sides Which People Like To Go

Everyone Just Used Mi As A Way Of Getting To The Other Side

But No One Ever Cared To Stay And Appreciate The Bridge

I'm Lonely But No One Cared

If I Break Then People Will Not Be Able To Go To The Other Side

Thus,I Can Only Break When There Is No One

And No One Will Know That I'm Missing

Becos Another Bridge Will Just Be Built To Replace Mi

Stupid Pictures That I Found!!

2007-10-26T10:29:00.000-07:00

Well i went around blogs and found some retarded pictures of people XD. i so mean. hehe

Whats up with Sze An's Face haha!
Yunxuan so going to kill mi!! But her face super retarded! haha. FYI.. You can zoom in by clicking on it!! XD
Why is Li Yu making faces at the small kid? haha.

Nth changed At aLL

2007-10-26T09:45:00.000-07:00

I was reading my posts last year de. i realised that nth changed at all.. i came back to the same point where by i am still emo and lonely. 2 friends are still always fighting with mi. He is still like that.She is still like that. God damn tell me why i worked so hard to changed my life in the previous 1 year. I gave so much away, dote, love,care,concern,consolation. but i still come back to this point of life. Whereby i cannot call anyone mine and i cannot have anyone there when i was crying.

Should I Still Carry On Holding On To This Kind Of Stuff?

Should I Had Just Thrown Away Everything And Restart Last Year?

What Can I Do?

How Much More Must I Give?

Why Is My Effort Not Appreciated?

Why Is Everyone Still Like That?

Should I Break?

all these are the questions that i need answers to. someone please give mi advice...

Breaking

2007-10-26T05:38:00.000-07:00

haizz.. going to 07/11/07 liao ler. but then things still not improving. Sadded... Well today went to bowl with Agnes & Hong & Sk. haha. wait super long la. then the woman at the counter keep calling other people and never call us!!! Then we sang "She Is A Big Fat Meanie" in C Major haha. then got this primary school de bowling club. super pro sia. tink more pro then Zhan Hong XD. then finally our turn to play and ARifin came to find us haha.

then we play la. haha. i thrash Zhan Hong today hehe. tink is becos he lost his touch today XD. then sk play PSP la. Arifin was wearing his swimming trunks becos he did not have any spare undies from OBS. haha! he so going to kill mi! XD. hmm.. then play play and realised that i no more $$ so stop and went to eat la haha. but onli Arifin ate becos the rest no more $$ liao.

then we sit there and behind SK was 2 guys wear white uniform. i was sitting opposite SK. so i was facing the 2 guys straight. then i look look around and then 1 of the guy put his leg up on the other. then i was like O.O. haha. becos can see his Dark Blue Boxers... he was wearing shorts mah. then the colour also very different from his white uniform so very easy to see. then super dangerous. becos if he continue to put his leg higher or shift his boxers then can see his ****. haha. SO DANGEROUS. i am never wearing boxers with shorts ever again sia. specially school shorts. those who are lower sec please be careful!

nth much liao ler la. Maybe staying friends is better....

WEE WOO!

2007-10-25T06:17:00.000-07:00

lazy to blog haha. Well i tutor my cousin for free for his FYE then he get Best Improvement Award XD. I should get some reward for this haha. but see he can passed then very happy ler la. haha. Well people frm india come back ler. hahaha. YONG BANG! my new guy to bully XD. shh.. dun tell him i put him on my blog haha. well i stay as 4th in class la. but i deprove in marks like siao haha. slack too much. MUST JIA YOU!! WHOOSH!

Hmm... recently SOMEONE go to OBS la. haha. ARIFIN la. who u tinking Xd. well today went to choir then quite fed up la. Becos our performace at 2nd november. then today tenors still like that haizz. lucky ARifin coming back tmr then i can heck care liao ler haha. Somemore still can show mi attitude sia. What kind of juniors are these man! And hor.. i scold until half way then Stupid SK come in and "Shut Up!". EH! give mi some face la. i scolding tenor juniors then u suddenly come in. Then still sae "Dun always scold them la" u tink i wanna scold meh. make mi angry somemore when i scold. but they always like that. want pon then pon. no sense of responsibility. i can accept when u are sec 1 and when in early sec 2 becos still veyr immature. but then now going to wear long pants liao ler. please grow up!

Hmm...What else happen recently ah? Hmmm... Nth much la haha. Well next time then blog blog bah.

Tenors please remember that you all have sectionals Monday 29/10/07 from 2.30 to (Until you learn finish) And Also sectionals Wednesday 31/10/07 from 2.30 to (Until you know like the back of ur hands) Thank You

Dissapointed Once Again... Tears..

2007-10-19T06:18:00.000-07:00

I will not make the same mistakes that you did

I will not let myselfCause my heart so much misery

I will not break the way you did,You fell so hard

I've learned the hard wayTo never let it get that far

Because of youI never stray too far from the sidewalk

Because of youI learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt

Because of youI find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me

Because of youI am afraidI lose my way

And it's not too long before you point it outI cannot cry

Because I know that's weakness in your eyes

I'm forced to fakeA smile, a laugh everyday of my life

My heart can't possibly break When it wasn't even whole to start with

You never thought of anyone elseYou just saw your pain

And now I cry in the middle of the night For the same damn thing

I try my hardest just to forget everything

I don’t know how to let anyone else in

I’m ashamed of my life because it’s empty

haha every word above represents what i feel. too much for mi to take it...

QUIZ QUIZ

2007-10-09T06:47:00.000-07:00

Okie, here is the quiz...List out 5 birthday presents you wish for:
1- Lots Of New Shoes!!(Levi's,Converse,Addidas,Nike)
2- A New Computer
3- Friends To Love Me
4- Become Handsome!
5- Better Brains!

List 10 names and pass the game to them:
1- Jeremy
2- Zhan Hong
3- Shaokwang
4- Arifin
5- Yunxuan
6- Marcus Chan
7- Yilin
8- Noel
9- Pupeng
10- Yong Bang

Who is no.6 having a relation ship with?
Erm.. No one. Thats Why I Am Friends with him!! *Horny Look* Haha

Is no.9 a male or female?
Duh Female.. She is a fun female haha.

If number 7&10 are together, is it a good thing?
Erm... No...

How about 5&8?
Yunxuan and Noel?!?! somehow Yunxuan and Sk better XD (Sk so going to kill mi)

What is no.2 studying about?
Nth!! Thats the whole point!

When was teh last time you chatted with no.3?
This afternoon when we went to bowling...

What kind of music does no.8 like?
Somehow i feel that Noel like those classic music becos he pro in piano mah.. but still.. NOT SURE! XD

Does no.1 have any siblings?
Nope. he is single child. See I So Clear! I Am A good friend!! :)

Would you like to woo no.3?
EW!!! I would rather die 9 times or more than woo SK! i will not sae the same for others who tink that he is cute... Those people are just sick in the brain... XD

Is no.4 taken?
Nope. He lonely and dying of a sad death ( Thats what he always says) XD

What is the surname of no.5?
Hmm... Should be Koo Bah.. Koo YunXuan haha. She is cool!

What is the hobby of no.4?
Erm.. let mi see... Getting Emo.. haha!

Does 5 & 9 get along?
Duh! they are so close that (trying to tink of smth lame) erm... So close that they go bargain down a price of a belt together!! (pupeng was tinking abt how she will bargain for the belt when everyone is stress over history...)

Where is no.2 studying at?
My school... duh.. but i'm not proud of my school XD.

Tell me something about no.1
He is jujubi! and he loves mi! haha. (Zi Lian) :)

Have you tried develop feelings for no.8?
Erm.. I will try... *Horny Look* haha.

Where does no.9 live?
Not very sure leh.. Dude i am not a stalker who stalks people XD

What colour does no.4 likes?
Green. since his NEW ADDIDAS SHOE is green (Whatever!)

Are 5&1 best friends?
Erm... not reali bah. haha. onli relations of a junior & senior

Does 7 like 2?
Erm.. No.

How do you know no.2?
Erm.. i was depressed for a period of time and he talked to mi... ALOT! haha. :)

Does no.1 have any pet?
Dun tink so.. except for his hambster ( dunno how to spell but tink its HamB-ster) haha. I tink his hambster died....

Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world?
No...

For all of your information.. i did not purposely put anyone at any numbers. its just random. :)

Long Gone...

2007-10-09T06:02:00.000-07:00

well very long never blog liao ler becos of the exams(Duh!)... hmm.. the papers still okaes la. pass confirm cna pass but onli whether cna get my As a not. well tink my position of top geographer is gone ler la. haha. becos recently super slack. almost never revise until the before the day comes. well i onli have myself to blame haha.

recently also giving my cousin tuition on his studies. haha. he pro sia.... his MYE can fail 7 subjects when he onli have 9.... super dangerous of retaining and going to normal la. I am not insulting people of normal la. but then there will always be a differences between express and normal except some cases where the pupils in normal are very hard working. but u can see the studying enviornment in normal and express. is different de.

The problem is just that my cousin does not see the bad thing of retaining or going to normal. he tinks that its quite alright... I will never allow him to go normal or retain de la. i told him this

"If you ever retain or go to normal then i will make sure that u come to my house for tuition everyday till u go back to express stream."

It will be an insult to our family if my cousin go down to normal becos he will be the first one in the whole family. Although my auntie had studied in normal and is now having quite a stable job outside but then she did work hard to try and get an O level cert.

i asked my cousin...

" Imagine u are 30 years old and u go for a interview with a PSLE cert... And the boss have a son who finished O levels.. why do u tink that the boss will wanna hired you and not his son?!?!"

Here i wanna tell SK to shut up becos he confirm will tell mi some crap answer like "Becos the boss like leh!!!" haha. but then no matter how i tok to my cousin also like no use de. He is seriously goner.

Enough of my cousin when my results also so bad... :( Well changed my blogskin and designed my shoutbox to go with my blogskin haha. blog next time alright?

Special Thanks to Dar & MY SENIOr who kept mi company when i was down :)

3/4 Won Class Drama!

2007-09-22T07:51:00.000-07:00

well today shall blog... TADA! 3/4 won the class drama haha. i am the lead actor for ur information XD. but then people say that its becos of suria's acting and the script. SOB! prove that my acting sucks haha. well never mind. maybe i was not made out for acting. then that day at choir reharsal and Ms Choo sae that my singing sucks. SOB. so hurt sia. becos singing is a very important section of my life. i tink if i dun sing then i will emo everyday de. then now Ms Choo sae that my singing sucks. sad case sia.quite depressed. haizz.. but i will not stop de la. but tink will not sing so loud liao ler

on friday our school celebrated Mid-auturn festival. ai ya dunno how to spell la. then prepare to sing la. had sectionals at 430 to fix Teresa Teng Medly. then went down to the foyer piano and saw someone playing the piano over there haha. then my juniors were like "Oh.. someone playing cannot practise liao" then i went over and said "Ello yilin can lend the piano?" haha. then play and try to fix la but then ******* keep cannot sing the right thing so i ask him to keep trying la. but then he still cannot make it and show mi attitude somemore. but who cares! haha. ignore him la. then arifin starting his "Oh now you are the SL liao" thing again. i also dun care liao. oh 1 more thing!!! something i very angry over. b4 i went to choir room at 430, i went home with SK + ARifin to change clothes. then Hong follow mi just for fun becos he nth to do. then i bath finish around 230....

then waited till 3 but then SK+ Arifin still haven call mi and we said that we will have lunch together so i waited la. then i called them and they sae that they haven ready yet. then i waited again la. till like around 3.30 then they called mi and sae that they taking CAB and ask mi to go to school with Zh. WTF la. irrating i wasted my time to wait for they la. wasted my lunch too. then i just went to school with Hong la. then sing la. irrating fellows. if i never pay attention to u 2 then i will not even bother to take time out and eat lunch with you 2. if u tink that i never pay any attention to u 2 then i see no need to continue wasting my time. and i dun want my B'day present liao. since u 2 already forgotten abt it liao then never mind. it will just be a waste of ur money anyway.

Okaes. lets get over with the irrated mood. lets continue with the Mid-auturn festival celebration. the elderly frm the home came to our school to celebrate with us and the choir memebers have to go help them. quite nice feeling to do a kind deed once in a while haha. then the elderly also very fun haha. then also got people with a more "innocent" mind frm Pathlight. haha. then got 1 guy took a special liking to 1 of my juniors. quite scary then my junior cried haha. cannot blame her la cause the guy is reali scary. when i serve the drink to him then he grab my hands very tightly and said "Where is *******?" haha. then tink my junior went home early haha. then tok to this guy frm Pathlight and he quite fun haha. he said he wanted to be the MASTER OF EVIL! then i act retarded with him. xD. no ofference hor.

then went down to the foyer and got retarded with my chinese teacher XD. then went to football field cause like a tradition to do so la. then saw Jiayu (Chinying's friend) half naked. WEE!! haha. then i keep teasing him haha. then Jiayu and his friend wanted to climb over the fence for dunno what reason. then they climb half way and have their hands and legs on the fence. then i stand in front of them with my head at their Dicks there haha. then i sae "Nice View. Quite big sia" haha. then they "OI!" and jumped down haha. XD. but seriously Jiayu looks reali hot. So does Shengcai (dunno how to spell). For Your info, Shengcai danced half naked in the performace sia. sUPER HOT!

Hmmm.. not much ler la. just reali fun haha. recently just that mi and her quite cold la. never tok much. sorry maybe cause i neglected ur feelings. i love you lots. i realised my mistake ler. give mi 1 more chance alright? i will never leave you. just like the stars will always be around the moon in the night sky. :)

Shall dedicated a paragraph too for Dar haha. been reali sweet these few days. thanks for being there for mi. Muackz. love ya lots.

Sorry...

2007-09-20T08:11:00.000-07:00

today i realised that i am causing a lot of trouble to ******. wanna sae sorry here. its late. blog tmr bah