I miss you..

I'm been stabbed...

Out of everyone that i trusted... the least i expected was you to actually betray me... Out of the old world, the only person that i will never expect to betray me was also you. its been such a long time.

Now my brain suspects people that i feel even guilty of suspecting. Whether they will betray me. whether they will say it out. I'm so sorry.

but i dunno who to trust already.

maybe i have always been the joke of the day. people who close to me, laugh at me behind my back and i didn't even noe.

Maybe everyone knows, its just me that is kept in the dark.

maybe everyone is in this together...

I dunno what to do..