Hmm.. i must apologise here to someone. sorry that i do not know how to hide my feelings. just that when the same thing happened again then i really dunno how to react. just that i wanna pull u away from that person. i dun like it.
Yesterday went to play badminton! at the CC downstairs. haha. Sk,Arifin,Toni,Zh,XiaoMarc,Me,Winston. when we went there then got people playing there already. then i went to check whether i got book the correct date and time. haha. then we went to SHOO those people away. but then got a few dun want go la.
They say they wanna play double with us. haha. then play lol..
Today fight fight fight again. everytime also happen de. i tink we've been here before. we really shouldn't play any games toggether. a lesson that i learnt. but actually its not the game. its the immature thinking of us. the childish fights that we have.
Is it really worth it? why do we fight over such a small thing? is it becos that we have rarely be honest abt our feelings and thoughts? maybe SK is a good friend as he let everything shows. when he angry or Bu shuang he also show it out. but for me i dun. i just keep it to myself.
is it my fault? Did all these fights indirectly remind me of what i did? 3 is a crowd. hard to maintain relationship. specially when we stay in the same area,same cca,same class. maybe privacy is really important huh. a little privacy should work well.
Well if drifting may happen, actually why dun we give it a try? the situation now is so much worse than drifting right?
In maths was really hurt bah. it allowed me to open my eyes. who are friends that will be there. here wanna sae thank you to SK. who always come over to keep me company. Thank you! hmm... and somemore MDM chong had to add salt to the wounds by announcing it.. -.-
hmm.. situation in maths is that no body wanna sit with me. Toni,Fin,Zh. then i just sit alone la. reali very sadden. almost cried but held back my tears. imagine if i broke out. haha. i must control and constrain!
well see how bah. i know i cna survive on my own de! i am a big big boy! :)
Tuesday, July 29, 2008
I'm A Bitch!