well its been like around 16 days since i blogged. i'm sure all of u misses me. XD.
recently been through quite a lot la. some major and serious problem that i have to make decisions on. but i have to admit that sometimes i will try to avoid by keeping my mind on something else. Haizz.. this problem will decide my friends, best friends and my smiles...
Should i just follow my heart or brains? everyone says that following your heart will never lead you wrong. but then what is ur brains for? Confused~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Recently i am into Zhang Hui Mei haha. a very pro and famous chinese female singer. she sing very powerful! haha. i tink i am going to take singing lessons soon. haha. how can a choir boy dunno how to sing?!
over here wanna specially thank Howard for being very nice to me in that day. haha. thank you DI! shall not elaborate on what he did haha
hmm... over here wanna say something to my 2 best friends la. actually i also dunno what to say. its not tat i wanna avoid you 2 la. but i reali need some time on my own to tink through my own problems. and sometimes its just that the timing is not there. wrong timing. yup. will you guys give me some time?
for those who love me, i know you all will stand by me. thank you! :)
well common test coming ler. going to choing studies liao. haizz. dunno whether can concentrate again la. yup.
OH OH! i want a giant monkey from minitoons haha. 5o bucks sia! tink i use my pocket money to buy hehe. i never had a big big soft toy before. when i was small my nose very senstive so my mother threw away all the soft toys. then when i was bigger my dad will sae "Boy play what soft toy?" but i just want a big soft toy to hug mah. haha. so i decided to buy my first big soft toy! a monkey one too! XD
hmm... tmr going to eat sushi with my aunt. at Sushi Teh. quite happy cause like finally close to aunts and cousin liao.
that day i talked to my cousin overseas, the one at england. cause my nick was "Should i make the decision?"
She said :" whatever decision you made you must keep with it and dun regret it"
Then i said: "but what if it is a decision that if i make then my friends will not be friends and the whole society will change its look on me?"
then she said : "who cares what the society looks upon you? if you keep tinking abt others' views then you will have to consider the whole world's view and you will neglect yourself. why must you neglect your feelings and tink abt what others feel? "
well what she said made sense la. i also dunno. haizz. well blog till here bah. study!
Thursday, June 19, 2008
Wo Hen Wo Ai Ni