long time no blogg.
Abt yesterday.
drank again. dunno why feel very vexed. but then i dunno what the problem is. haha. so its like i'm irritated by myself.
hmmm but aft drinking for a while i understand the problem liao.
I hate myself. why do i have to be always understanding and caring abt people who dun give a damn abt me?
Why do i have to be mature whne i reali hate it?
I just wanna be immature in anyone's presence. why do i have to act?
but actually i chose this path myself. to be mature and aspire to be like my mom.
But even my mother has days of being too stress and wanna release too...
i hate this feeling.....................................
Saturday, June 28, 2008
Life... Difficult