hmm.. recently dunno why just super werid. maybe its after the yx incident thne everyone like werid werid de. haizz. or maybe its the raining days that cause the inner lonliness of people to show. people just seems to be more cold recently. My cough also getting worse ler. and i'm very tired.
That day i went to MR Ng's concert and there is one song which is written abt the person tired of life and yearns for death. Very confused feeling nowadays... is this the feeling of being in a relationship? but the previous one did not feel this way. Maybe i lost confidence in friendships and relationships and all the other ships. Sometimes u just feel that maybe a long sleep will be good for you.
The feeling is more like heartbreaking feeling. maybe its all the arguement around mi. is there reali people who truely cares? or are they just friends that will leave one day? or am i turning into a emotionless person?
What is love?
What is friendship?
What is truely caring?
What is holding on?
I think that the person who truely find the answers to these questions are really gain enlignment. No humans can escape the claws of the devil. not me, not you, not us. only people who is crazy can escape the claws of the devil. Imgaine 1 life of just walking around without having to worry for food and other troubles....i'm crazy...
Monday, February 04, 2008
Werid Days