utterly disappointed... i broke down once i reach home and locked the door. spent so much effort to save our friendship but in the end its still like that. What have i done to derserve this. FORGET IT LA! everything is wrong in the first place. my friends my gf even mi coming to this world is wrong. i just wanna go somewhere and forget everything in this world. Everyday i walk that same old road back with the risk of breaking down anytime. I am reali tired leh........Just forget it. i dun wanna care. i dun wanna know. i dun want anything anymore. trust, love, concern.
Thought things changed. but everything single thing just went back to the way it was last year except this year i have no one to call to anymore....
Sunday, November 04, 2007
Breakdown....