I will not make the same mistakes that you did

I will not let myselfCause my heart so much misery

I will not break the way you did,You fell so hard

I've learned the hard wayTo never let it get that far

Because of youI never stray too far from the sidewalk

Because of youI learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt

Because of youI find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me

Because of youI am afraidI lose my way

And it's not too long before you point it outI cannot cry

Because I know that's weakness in your eyes

I'm forced to fakeA smile, a laugh everyday of my life

My heart can't possibly break When it wasn't even whole to start with

You never thought of anyone elseYou just saw your pain

And now I cry in the middle of the night For the same damn thing

I try my hardest just to forget everything

I don’t know how to let anyone else in

I’m ashamed of my life because it’s empty

haha every word above represents what i feel. too much for mi to take it...