well some countless days have passed. i have lost count of the days when i had not cried. well yesterdaex started crying for some reasons again and realised that at least crying helps to take away a bit of the saddness. Well cannot tell you the reason as it may hurt the reputation of him. well i will tell you smth at least. ever since sec 2, 01-01-2006, no one and i meant no one had sms mi to chat wif mi on his or her own. well maybe have but sorry if i dun remember. i never remember anyone smsing mi " WAnna Chat? XD" well juz dunno y bah. tink that i am very irrating and annoying. everyone that i try to be friends with seem to dun like mi. keep consoling people that must continue trying till u found the true friend that u are looking for and that will accept u in all costs no matter whether u are a BIT*H or a dirty pervent guy.
however there seem to be no one juz there for mi. i am so muti- irrating that no one can accept mi even now. well thought i found 1 but then realised that he cannot always be there for mi becos he nw also gt 2 other girl to tok to and to console of. so now his shoulders can no longer be mine to lie on when i sad. haizz. well at least now u noe why sometimes i juz very emo. but in order not to spread then juz act like very happy. on this part i wanna thank Yohannis for toking with mi becos i realised that both of us the same one. haizz. well tried looking for new friends but i see other people de sms all like very long and happy one. but mine is like juz replying to my question and not anything else. can u believe that i sent 894 sms and onli 600 replieD? haizz. well dun one tok ler. going to slp ler. nite people
Tuesday, March 27, 2007
Haizz. Sanbishii Desu Na