Reali miss ur warm hugs...and sweet sms that you used to sent mi...Shall dedicate this post to my Gor...hmm...Its been so long since he ever reali talks to mi... he says that he cannot recieve my sms...Shall trust what he says...He stopped talking to mi like for so long...nowadays he just keep toking to Sk and Sk...Well maybe he just have more subjects to talk to him bah...Knows tat he likes Dota so just keep trianing and training to be able to chat with him more... As if i train more then we will have a common subject...But no matter how hard i train and no matter how much i try to talk to him... I thought people says that sincerety can breaks gold and metal...but it juz does nt seemed to work...Haizz...We are should close brothers last time... Sms him everyday and just talk to him everyday...But then dunno what happen then he juz stopped talking to mi anymore... Although when i hug him he never dodge but can see that he dun actually wan a hug frm mi...
Then juz ignore mi since then...Tried to hate him like the other person but then whenever i see him smile it just destroys every tiny piece of hate to him...Todaex someone came to choir and taught us that we must smile more when we sing and then use the mirror to let us see our reflections...Then he was like singing to the mirror, smiling at the same time...Then i saw...This may sound like gay love but dun be mistaken...Its juz my deepest love for my dearest brother...Well he was smiling so sweet hahaz...Love is juz smth that u cannot control...But noe that he will be busy this year and that he is in a major situation with someone...so juz wanna wish him good luck and that tell him the I Love Him haha...well dun tink that he can see this la...
Thursday, January 04, 2007