Todaex should had been a very happy day becos later i am going out wif my 2 best friends...Dumb and Dumber..Hahaz.. Morever todaex Alex coming back frm his overseas trip den finally can sms him le...But...The joy juz could not come out of my dictionary...Tink is the Rihanna sing the song Unfaithful la...Keep making mi tink that i treat people so badly...So now i will treat all of you better...I will do things that makes you happy...Its okaes if i am hurt but the important thing is that you must be happy...Yesterdaex nite had a nightmare again... dreamt abt my death but no one was there and onli my family was crying...Then i woke up crying and tried to go back to slp again...Then i dreamt abt my sister' Death *touch Wood*...And i was like crying like i never cried b4... Last few nites also cried alot becos i dreamt abt Hong Hong's death and Dumb and Dumber's Death...
These few daex quite hurting becos i realised that my thinking is always juz a lie to make mi feel better...eveyrtime GOr Gor online then i tok to him but he never reply then i would lie to myself that he is busy playing games and no time to reply mi but then...Was toking to Sk yesterdaex and todaex and realised that Gor Gor replied him and tok to Sk on his own...Whats wrong? Where Did i do wrong? Why is my Gor Gor ignoring mi? Plz tell mi... He been treating mi reali cold...Cold until that he does nt even wanna sae hi...I tink i reali did smth that makes him angry but i juz could nt tink what i did wrong...Feel so bad and guilty...If i reali did wrong plz tell mi okaes?
Will nt blog much now becos i juz woke up and played a game of DOTA AI wif Sk...Who is Dumber hahaz.. So fun...WE 2 people gang 5 AIs...but all are stupid players...Then i very sad so use them to make mi happy and i was like thrashing them like hell...Mi 1Vs 5 also win all and had full life...But like that no chanllge le...So nt reali fun at the end la...Okaes shall go Pong Pong and go to Dumb's house le...
Thursday, December 14, 2006
Todaex Alex Coming Back...But...