When Will I Ever Recover??? Everyone tinks that my problem lies wif my result but i am nt reali sad over my results la... I am sad that...Hiazz dunno hw to sae la...Juz very tired of life le...I gave out so many things but gt nth back...People had always said that if u are willing to give then people will give u back some stuff...But it never happens...
I Tink that it all started when the "Dun Eat Beef Thingy"... I was already feeling very sad...I felt that nothing belongs to mi...No One had ever done anything juz becos of mi...I asked SK whether he could dun eat beef juz becos of mi...Then he juz said that i am taking the joke too overboard... I Dun exactly wan u to stop eating beef becos of mi... I juz wanted someone to do anything for mi...But then my hopes were placed too high on SK...So long friends le... So put my hopes on him very very high...Then all i recieved was that he tinks i take the joke too overboard...
The next was when i ask my Ah Di of what i meant to him...And the reply i got back was that i am juz a Atom to him... I felt very very sad can? Although later he tried to console mi by telling mi that everything nids atoms...But the damage was already done to mi le... Well i may seem like very easily hurt but mine Ah Di means alot alot to mi...So the damage was like very big...
But luckily that time gt Caryn and Arifin come console mi la...I that nite very sad then tok to Caryn until very late and she console mi lolz...Then felt better...Morever Arifin so good he sae he will try to eat lesser beef if i reali wan that...Sometimes these friends are so nice hahaz.... Then now dunno y suddenly very sad again lolz...Even once wrote a will then almost jump down of my building...Well Sometimes juz tired of life...Since i cannot make ant people happy or sad becos of mi then y waste resources on mi...Morever if i die then gt 1 more extra piece of Sirloin Steak...And my organs could be used to help those people who are wif serious sickness mahx...So why stay alive and give other people more problems...Tink even if i die also no one will be affected...No tears will be dropped becos of mi...
Friday, October 20, 2006
Moo Moo Cries....