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Exams Are Over LE...

The final year exams are over le...Dun tink i did well la...But at least igot try my best and i got work hard over the days over it...The most irrating thing is that i work hard for like 1 week le la then on the last dae of exam which is on tuesday,11/10/06, i came home and My Dad scolded me for not doing my best and not working hard enough...I was like super pissed off la...I work so hard and i was under so much stress that i thought of commiting sucide and the last thing i need was my Dad telling me that all this things that i work so hard for was not enough... Is like not fair can? My sister is going to have her 0 levels soon and my Dad allows her to watch TV the moment she come back while i dun even get to enjoy my dinner in the time i wanted...What i mean is that my dinner time is even limited la and my sister gets to watch Tv...

So i dun get why i am working hard for? I noe working hard is for myself and not others but why i cannot even get a word of encouragement from my own Dad? Todae the maths paper was quite ok and i noe hw to do much of the questions not like paper 1...I tink is becos i did 2 different papers the dae b4...And memorise fomula...I noe that i am still the poorest in studies than others but at least i got improve in maths rite? But all i get when i got home was..."I Wan To Off The Tv Liao And Dun Fake Fake Take your Time To Eat dinner..." I am so pissed off la...He Tink study easy ah? I noe work is much harder but study also got its own diffculties rite?He Will Never Understand...

Never mind that liao le lolz...Todae finish exams then went to ViVo City which is the biggest shopping mall in Singapore but still building la...But some shops open le mahx...And Vanessa that gang was going so i thought that SHE will be going then Sk also wanna go so I go along...Then when i did not see her...Then the gang tell mi that she going to Ice-Skating...So Disapointed... Maybe next time lolz...Well daes are starting to look up expect that the stupid AH DI who said that computer more impt than mi...ARGH!!!