Tuesday, September 05, 2006
Sobz...Sobz...
I am writing this post in like 8.56am in the morning in the holidaes... Maybe i was juz too sad to be able to sleep... This post is going to be quite short as i am nt reali in the right mood... I have lost my strenght to carry on... If u see me now then u will no longer c the happy side of me... The cheerful and crazy and always smiling side... I am juz to tired to carry on that side of me... Makes me sad to c the people around me being sad... That is why i am always smiling as i would nt wan anyone around me to be sad... But i am juz too tired now to even give a smile... Maybe the DAY had reali come when i will juz keep quiet for the whole dae... Well juz wanna ask a question... Will Anyone Be Able To Replace Me In Ur Heart? Juz tag and tell me the truth... I am very confused over why i am even caring for people's feelings when i cannot even care abt myself... Did so much and in then end, i was juz a atom to someone... Maybe there will never be a happy me again... Maybe there will... The future is a blur to me... Sometimes i juz admire those bad meanies who dun nid to care abt people's feelings... Well hope i will find my strenght back to carry on... Sobz... Remember to tag okaes?