I miss you..

Go Away!!!

I will never trust someone ever again...People will never miss me or even need me... Dun even act like u care ok? My doors are close and the last time it was open was when i cried...I request onli a small"are you ok?" but it will never ever come...Even when i was sick and never go school and friends will juz be like "Pon School La"... Thought that making new friends like Hong Hong will help but was disappointed agian... Thought that maybe spending more time with friends will help...Thus, I started going out wif friends, calling friends every nite, showering more concern...but the ending is still the same... Are 3 words juz so hard to sae? Dun even bother to sae it to mi nw becos it will nt work ever again...U can trust mi becos i will never even bother to sae ur secret nw...The sky will 4ever be blue even without mi and so will you... Ur life will never ever change...Tink even when u c my picture at my funeral and then u will juz walk away like u never c anything...

Tink u will nt even noe that i am dead...Music seems to work last time but this time it does nt work anymore...I will juz continue my life being smth extra and smth that will entertain u when u are bored...So when u bored then call mi or smth la...Will try to entertain u one...But when smth better comes by u will juz forget that u are toking to mi so dun call mi becos will waste ur phone bill...Well sms mi and i will call u on my own...Do u even care? tats the question i been wanting to ask but there had never ever been a Yes...It is juz 1 word and i hav never recieved it...