I miss you..

long long ago Quek!

Obviously its been a long time since i blog. haha. blame it on my lazy body! its not my fault! Xd

Anyway. LTC has finished. it was tortour! but then to me ah. as long as there is friends or company with me, even hell can be fun.

So of course, IT WAS FUN! :D

Learnt to communicate with my fellow 5th council so much more. we are truly more bonded. I dare say that without the LTC, we would not have been bonded like today.

So... Next year! WE are going to make it hell for the 6th councilors also! :D:D:D:D

anyway.... i did pumping position until my right hand de fourth finger's nerve has numbed. now as long as i press my hand down, i cannot move my fourth finger and it will hurt. need to see doctor liao

And my hand's skin also all sheding. damn disgusting la

Anyway... That day thursday went to KBOX with cousins! woohoo! get to shoot super high singing! hahaha. i tink i reached Leona Lewis's highest note! XD. so proud of myself hahahhaa

Oh! i really need to start studying already. omg! Econs! History! Geo! i tink i giving up on maths. hahahhaa

I shall show u a picture that i took with the maths HOD! OMG! hot right? XD

gatherings!

Yup

Today quite happy. haha. Talked to ALE alot. he seems to be everywhere and his reason is that i am a bass... like ?! hahaha. it has become so comfortable to talk to him that even the MRT trip is not enough. maybe its just me la. but then like we become quite good friend le. quite happy abt it cause he is very nice! hahah.

i realised i very easy content. got people nice to me i happy le. hahaha.

anyway Ale told me this theory

"If they tink u are nice and u are nice to them, u are regarded as a good friend"

"If they dislike you and you are nice to them, they will regard u as a boot licker and trying to get on their good side"

I think thats why a lot of people don't like me. so i shall only be nice to people who tink that i am nice! ROAR

Today got scodled for GEO but overall it was a fun day. teasing nicholas, sharing troubles with ALE, talked with Tanisha, laughed with Kok Siang, understood Preshant and many many more people. Wooos! life is great! :D

tkae care people :D

Grown?

Its been 5 months into Jc life already. New best friends, New friends, New Subjects, New Grades, New CCA. Busy life but living to the fullest of my time.

However, i realised that i still have not changed. that weak me inside. the one that needs company. the one that needs supports. the one that breaks down...

i guess some things just dun change huh

bringing sexy back! YEAH

So long since i blogged le. recently sick+ the constant homework load + tests! omg! die sia!

well i am still sick with throat infection and cough. very irritating one ROAR

Good friday went to cineleisure and had Choir reunion dinner with Liyu, Sk, Toni, Fin, Yunxuan. Purposely put yunxuan as the last one if not no more space. hahaha! kidding la kidding la. i noe she can take jokes XD

Went to shokudo to eat. i kinda dumb la. throat infection and i ate soft shell crab pasta. XD.

eh.. but i good boy okays! i gave 1 for them to spilt! see i so nice :D

Wanted to watch a movie but thne the people were like !#@!@#!@#!@#!@#!@#!@#!@#!@#!@#!@#!@#!@#####################################################. you get my point. haha. how can Singapore be so small and have so much people.gosh!

but i watched the trailer of HAPPY FLIGHT. Damn funny one! i stand at the tv there and laughed like mad XD

ITs like the plane going to crash then the pilot "At times like this... try laughing" *Laughs*

the other pilot was like... trying very very hard to smile. like those forced type of smile. hahaha.

now i sound dumb. -.-

Anyway! we gosshiped and talk at shukudo from 7 to 8+++ i tink. but the people never chase us away. hahaha .then we went to yunxuan's house cause no where else to go.

go to her house and continue chatting. cam whore. i recently like cam whore lei. XD

then do retarded stuff like rolling on the floor acting like i am a caterpie. XD

then hor! i saw JESONAO you noe!!! i was so shocked. haha. lucky he never see me rolling. XD

Sunday just spent dotaing away and HOMEWORK as usual....

today got scolded in maths, as usual.

then nothing much la.

kinda disappointed in my project work teacher today. he said that our work was SHIT. then say that the school not providing lecture cause our standard really downgrade.

he is the teacher that taught us for 3 weeks and we realised that its all useless... then now he like that say us... CHANGE TEACHER PLEASE! ROAR!

i love my chinese teacher! so forgiving! so i am going to finish all my chinese Homework by tmr! YAY! :D

nothing much happen liao la. i go do geo then slp le. nite :D

Loser...

I'm such a loser today.

Saw mr A sitting alone during chinese lecture. then out of good deed i asked whethher i can sit beside him. then he give me the WHATEVER look.

Then i just go to sit with my other friends. so asshole lol. dun even appreciate my good efforts

Then during chinese tutorial, i asked whether he was feeling alright cause he looked very emo.

then he replied "I not feeling okays cause u are talking to me"

such a jerk la! thne i gave him 2 chances and be nice to him. somemore PW i stuck with him lei. like wth!

Hate it lol. i nice to him thne he so mean to me. whats wrong sia?

i noe i am such a loser. like so downgrade myself to be nice to jerks. haizzz. so sadden and frustrated! ROAR

I'm been stabbed...

Out of everyone that i trusted... the least i expected was you to actually betray me... Out of the old world, the only person that i will never expect to betray me was also you. its been such a long time.

Now my brain suspects people that i feel even guilty of suspecting. Whether they will betray me. whether they will say it out. I'm so sorry.

but i dunno who to trust already.

maybe i have always been the joke of the day. people who close to me, laugh at me behind my back and i didn't even noe.

Maybe everyone knows, its just me that is kept in the dark.

maybe everyone is in this together...

I dunno what to do..